Love

Hey, I miss you alot. since you decided to leave before I planned something really special it hurts.

you know its been really hard it's hard to keep promises . just think about it you yourself would have found it hard.

I just cant find Someone or get over you love.

your dad gave me this diary and asked me to write my part.

I wonder is always love is broken. does always we don't find or feel real love. I doubt what is love Now.

I guess we humans are stupid, we wait wait for that non existing perfect time to confess love or anything we feel we need too.

and boom sudden news breaks the heart the truth is spilled it's late already.

I am one of them you were one of them. I hope all the way to night I wake up from bad dream.

end up waking to reality, getting hurt. I noticed i dont know how many times I must have sighed.

wow I just cant accept it you are gone please please come to me and say you are here .

I just cant pretend to be happy. I just cant say what a nice day because my day is gone.

I regret not saying I love you multiple times.

I regret it but in the end it's helpless.

its okay to make mistake rather then regreting in future.

I wish I was dead in your place then I think it would have been you who would have suffered

I am human I just cant help it I just can't think for both side you know.

I just cant please both of side I can't please you if I am pleasing me.

and fact will never change that our love was taken down even before the thought of its new flight.

I am done, I learned you can help yourself after being only you. and love my you is with you.

I love you rest in peace.