Chapter 18: The Desire

It has been two months that Yuki has not come to the company where he worked at. He was still working diligently, however he did not go there weekly like before. Due to Ryohei's overthinking, Yuki has requested to fully stay at home and contact him only virtually. His boss was reluctant at first, but after a few discussion with Yuki, he then gave him the consent.

Ryohei was delighted that Yuki really followed his instruction and wanting, but at the same time he felt pity that Yuki has been at home for literally everyday. Even when Ryohei offered himself to accompany him, the blind would turn down the offer and claim that he was comfortable enough to be just in the house.

After Ryohei divulged about humans under the category of Omegas, Yuki was more cautious than before. During daylight, he tended to cover their windows with sills and rarely responded to the postmen or courier men. Ryohei was the only one going here and there, buying groceries and stuffs, and delivering things. The responsibility of Yuki lied solely in the house. Ryohei did not hate the idea of making Yuki as a house husband, somehow he felt sorry for trapping Yuki like that.

Therefore, Ryohei came up with an idea.

"A holiday trip? For us?"

Ryohei liked Yuki's blushing face. Since Yuki was pretty, the blush added on the cuteness. He pecked on Yuki's cheek, causing the blind to flush even more. "Yes, I asked my manager about somewhere good for a couple to spend time together. He's a married man, so he knew the best about this matter."

Yuki was about to ask more when Ryohei dragged his hand to touch a paper-like structure. It was a ticket - a train ticket - to the countryside three hours from their city. The meant countryside was famous for the tranquility and calmness. Couples usually went there to have their honeymoons, or sometimes even families visited to get some fresh air.

"Do you like it?" Ryohei leant against Yuki's arm, resting his chin on Yuki's shoulder and purposely exhaled at Yuki's ear.

Yuki tried hard not to shed tears, yet he eventually failed. He has already forgotten the last time he went out for a holiday. Ever since he has become blind, he did not go anywhere to release tension. He would prefer staying at home and preoccupied with his own thought.

Having Ryohei in his life was such a bless.

"I would love to," Yuki's shaking voice was uncontrollably heard by Ryohei. "Thank you for inviting me, Ryohei."

Ryohei put away Yuki's fringe from covering the forehead. Yuki ducked his head, as if he was lowering his sight, so that his eyes would not meet Ryohei's.

"I like it when you stay at home, but I feel sorry for you," Ryohei mumbled while playing with Yuki's fingers. "I could freely go out while you... are trapped in here."

"Anything for you, Ryohei," It was Yuki's turn to land a kiss on Ryohei's forehead, "If this is what you like, I don't mind being locked in here."

"No, no. It's not good for you," Ryohei whined and shifted himself so he could cuddle Yuki. "I'm a bad fiance that I lock you in here. I don't mean it in bad way, though."

A finger ceased Ryohei from babbling even more. Yuki curved a sweet smile. "I was the one choosing this, Ryohei. I'm still afraid of unknown people out there, and it doubles when you reveal about Omegas to me. If I were really one, I've been hoping that you're my mate, Ryohei."

Ryohei suddenly lifted his head, puzzling Yuki. Yuki waited for Ryohei to proceed, but he took quite a while to voice out his curiosity.

"Yuki-kun, how can we be mates?"

Yuki was startled by Ryohei's straightforwardness. There were times when Ryohei acted so covertly, and there were also times Ryohei chose to be very transparent. Like how Ryohei has accepted whatever side he was portraying, Yuki was also grateful for acknowledging either sides of Ryohei.

"You're surprisingly direct, Ryohei," Yuki chuckled to ease his own startle. "When people mention about becoming mates, I think it's about becoming one sexually."

Ryohei frowned, thinking on the logic behind terms like 'mates' and such.

"I... I don't know how it works. I mean," Ryohei sounded very doubting, "I've never been in a sexual intercourse in my life. Plus, I've always imagined about sex between a man and a girl. I never thought I would fall in love with a guy."

"Then, I'm sorry for being born as a person with a physical of a guy," Yuki pouted and crossed his arms. Ryohei tickled him at the chin. In a short time, Yuki giggled at Ryohei's teasing. "I'm an intersex, Ryohei. I have both male and female reproductive organs, which means I have an opening like a woman," Yuki ruffled through Ryohei's hair, "Do you get what I'm trying to tell you?"

Ryohei was just lucky that Yuki could not see how hilarious his perplexed look was.

"You are surely a naive boy, I must say," Yuki grazed his fingers over Ryohei's face and touched it entirely. "I will teach you when the time comes, okay?" Sensing where the cheek was, Yuki leant forward and kissed Ryohei lovingly.

It was Ryohei's turn to blush, and as expected, Yuki could not witness it. Ryohei pursed his lips, contemplating on confessing what he has been plotting in his mind. He gulped before cupping Yuki's face.

"Uhm, Yuki. I mean," Even though Yuki was not looking, Ryohei still evaded away, "Can I be mated with you during our holiday trip?"

There was a slight mood alteration after Ryohei divulged his desire to Yuki. Yuki did not immediately answer that. Seconds of silence engulfed them before a flowery scent filled the atmosphere. Ryohei could smell it, and the first thing responded to it was Ryohei's member.

"So you do want to have sex with me, huh?"

The scent proved Yuki's excitement, however Yuki's tone told Ryohei that it was something Yuki would not like. Or Yuki was actually embarrassed to admit his lust? Ryohei buckled up and decided to disclose more and more of his mind.

"Yuki-kun, I'm not considering you as a sex toy," Ryohei sounded firm, "If having sex means I could mate with you, then I will. I want you in my life. I want to protect you. I don't want to lose you, an I don't want you to be mated to other guys. I will do anything, as long as I can have you."

Without contemplation, Yuki tugged Ryohei's chin and kissed him passionately. He even slid his tongue into Ryohei's mouth.

Once the kiss broke, Ryohei sniffed a very strong sweet scent from Yuki.

"Let's mate, then my body will be all yours."