Chapter 92: Trust

[A/N: Okay. This chapter has Self-harm and high amounts of drama that might make someone cringe. I'm sorry.]

In a meadow far away from any visible human construct, stood three boys, they were each different from each other in many ways. They were all children of different Gods, one was the cute pink haired boy who was abandoned after birth to the mortal world, captured by monsters when he was 4 and tortured over a petty revenge for something his mother did to a monster, son of the Dread Lady, Kore, or her famous name, Persephone.

One was the neglected and abused son of the God of Travel, Thieves, and Messager of Olympus, the father who left him alone with mentally unstable mother who abused of him, giving trauma and a mild PTSD, Hermes.

And the last one...

A reincarnated soul that was betrayed, reborn into another body, taking over a body that was created for him by thus mysterious system, the son of Lucifer, King of Hell, God of Demons, First Fallen, and Nyx, Primordial Goddess of the Night, Terror of the Night, and Souless Creature of Madness and Death... As well as being something akin to Echidna, the Mother of Monster's great-great-great-great-great-great-great-great-grandson or something similar, making him lose his humanity little by little, with the fear that he will never be himself again... Or worse, hurt the previous two boys, each time he fights, his monster instincts grow stronger and stronger, making him more aggressive, more brutal, less gentle and caring to others that are not part of his family.

The trio were together on that meadow, Luke and Pruno being held by the big body of Enychta Astérie, who was tense and silently afraid of what he will do... Why? Last time the percentage of his "monsterification" let's say, was at 50% but it instantly jumped to 60%! 10% more after he started to touch them in a more intimate way, making him halt everything he was doing in fear he would lose himself, this greatly confused the duo that was being touched so eagerly before, making the slightly more curious Luke, who was having his nipples ravaged by the taller boy's mouth, bringing him great pleasure: "Eny...? You okay?" His sweet voice and gentle tone made something inside Enychta snap, he could feel himself slowly lose more of his grasp in reality...

"No!" He shouted, holding his head as his body began to break apart, forcefully transforming into his great Nemean Wolf form, but his form kept flickering between control and instinct to breed that was deeply carved into his supernatural heritage, making his form crooked and twisted, his arms looked human while his legs kept breaking itself, trying to change into a paw, but every time the fur would grow, it would return back to the body as he held on to his clear mind. Panting and sweating, Enychta tried to move away from the duo, to keep them safe from... From him.

But of course, their first instinct was to help him, get closer so they could know what was happening to him! But of course, it made it worse, their faint scent of arousal was enough to send him to the heavens and back, they smell even sweeter, even sexier, even better than they ever were before... His eyes turned golden in color as he grabbed them rather roughly by their neck, pulling them closer to his nose, which was slowly changing into a more canine jaw. "Eny?" Pruno's little voice brought Enychta back to his senses and he quickly got away from them in a hastened and scared pace. "Sorry, I'm sorry..." Enychta shook his head while whispering.

When you love someone, you want to protect them, to Enychta this feeling was several times stronger, and due to what he momentarily wanted to do while his mind was focused on their smell was not good. He thought about how he would push them down, rip out their clothes and insert his big, wolf penis inside them with or without their consent, fuck them and fill them with his seed until they couldn't live without it anymore! The images were so clear that he could even smell the scent of blood- Oh, no, that was from his left arm that was bleeding due to him grasping his arm so tight it was bleeding from his nails that were black and sharp.

"Eny, calm down-" Luke tried to help, he could recognize the signs of a panic attack when he saw one! Think, Luke, think! What would Eny do in this situation- No, what would HE do in this situation? First, know what is going on and what caused the panic attack, second he has to remove the threat of the situation and give him space. With his intelligence was enough for him to deduce that they were only making whatever was happening worse, which hurts because it also means they were indirectly hurting Enychta. Albeit reluctantly, Luke pulled Pruno away with him as they backed away from Enychta, who began to use one of the few methods he knew that could keep him from hurting them: Hurting himself.

Pain was one of the things that, even though it seems very unhealthy (and it is), helped. Self-harm is something incredibly common, because pain activates the body instinct to heal, to survive, and that was one of the things that depressed people do to releave stress because even though it looks like it causes more stress than it relieves, but is quite the contrary. And right now, Enychta needed to feel pain to keeo himself focused on something that wasn't the wild desire to tear them in half with his dick! In several different monster forms, with different dick sizes and shapes...

His imagination gets wild when he is horny and in pain, apparently.

Luke and Pruno were visibly distressed and sad, and they couldn't do anything because whenever they got close, Enychta would tear himself apart faster, Pruno even tried to wrap Enychta in vines and roots, trying to restrain him, but to no avail as he tore through the vines with great ease that was impressive if he wasn't hurting himself so bad. "Eny, please! Stop!" Pruno was getting desperate, what can he do!? He thought, and thought, and thought more... And he came to the conclusion: He couldn't do anything that wouldn't hurt Eny more than he already was hurting himself.

And then...

He stopped.

He stopped, and was panting. He had his heart beating so fast and loud that both Luke and Pruno could hear it, he looked at them and sae their fear, their distress, their pain... He suddenly felt ashamed of himself, ashamed of not being able to control himself and having to rely on something that hurt more both boys than him. "I-" Enychta was going to apologize, but he was interrupt when Luke fell onto his knees, tears in his face, and sadness in his eyes. He hated seeing them like this, he hated even more because it was he who caused this, because he was weak and couldn't help but need to hurt himself. "If you apologize, I'm gonna kick your balls, you idiot!" Pruno shouted, his tears hitting the grass below, causing it to wither and decay, following his sad shout, all the meadow began to wither and die.

The long fields of green grass turned grey as they turned into dust, that fell to the ground, as if a great fire had burned the entire meadow. Luke approached Enychta, looked down at his bloody body, and just sat down beside him, cleaning his body. Pruno sighed, he was still angry at himself for not helping his beloved. "Y'know..." Enychta said, looking at the sky, it was night, the moon qas high up in the sky, illuminating the ground below, making Enychta's monster side stronger, that was the reason he almost lost control... It was getting darker and he was horny, which made him want to mate! And mating is a very dangerous process for him for obvious reasons.

"I feel like i am loosing little bits of myself every single day... I am getting more and more like a monster... Am i a monster? I don't want to hurt any of you. I don't want to hurt my family... I've never fully trusted strangers, and now I am a stranger to myself. I don't trust me." His purple irisis lockdd with the silver moonlight that shone down, Enychta, for the first time in a long time, looked frail... Weak. ""But i trust you."" Immediately after he said that, both of his loves held each one of his hands, making him look at them with his scared eyes, neither have ever seen Enychta afraid of something. These three little words were enough to make him smile, hus white and sharp teeth showing.

"Then i trust you."

[Flaw {Untrusting} became Trait {Cautious}]

[Willpower became [Unique Skill] Willpower]

[Cautious: You are cautious about things, it's impossible for you to be surprised by sudden movement or sneak attacks. Has guard always up, knowing that the enemy can attack you when you least expect it.]

[Unique Skill] Willpower: 0%

By resisting mental manipulation, you can just resist things using your own will to do so.

After becoming a [Unique Skill], you have a great mental defense, immune to mind attacks, resistant to soul attacks, and with the undying will to protect. It moves you as long as you know you want to protect you family.

[Gives Extra Boon: {Protection of Eros}]

For love is one of the strongest forces for a reason.]

[{Protection of Eros}:

Once per day, you can sacrifice all your magic to save your loved ones from anything. If your love is stronger than everything, then everything can be bend by your love]

-Scene Ends-

Author Notes:

This was necessary.

Finally Enychta gives in and starts to truly trust someone again, he already trusted them, but a part of him didn't. Now that he let go of that part, character development!