25.

It's been 5 years of still searching for you in your former chamber.

Until I couldn't take it anymore...

The endless nights where I looked at the stars from your window,

Or eat your favorite food, thinking in eating with you...

Or smile at the jokes I can remember you told me.

I'm sorry I took too long to come to you

When i haven't even been able to take you to my favorite place--the ocean.

Why, my guardian angel...

Did you decide to leave me...

Now how can i no clutch into life

When i feel like

I'm living for you as well.

How can i forget about you

When you are all that i think of every second of the day?