Chapter - 31 ( Sapphire )

Carolina's P.O.V

" Hello, baby, Hi, how are you? I am Lina I am going to be your substitute maa before we find your real maa. I am going to name you Sapphire as you look just like a gemstone " After I said that everyone had a smile on their faces and the boys looked lovingly towards Sapphire. I could sense that we were going to spend a lot of time together and my bonding with her is going to grow more than just a guardian. She's the one who's going to change me and make me a better version of myself and I can feel it. I am at least not going to let her be motherless like me, well I can't say I was motherless but it felt like one. The few good memories I have with Maya are what stopped me from distancing myself from her. The way she took care of me and my brother spared her from. Anyway, after she woke she made some noises and then looked at me with her blue ocean-like eyes as if to say that she was hungry and I don't understand how I understood it. I made a bottle and then fed her, while I was feeding her I couldn't help but think about him. I know how I treated him was bad and toxic too but I don't know what my emotions are for him. I don't even know if he likes me or if I like him, moreover, I can't risk his life by involving him with me. I didn't know what to do. Among all these people, I felt alone even though I had more than 10 people around me constantly loving, caring, and constantly worrying for me I can't help but think what must he be thinking about me, or was I even important to him All these thoughts were going to cloud over my head but Sapphire finished her milk which brought me out of my thoughts.

After that, I made her burp so that she doesn't vomit and then handed her Ira as she was the most impatient amongst the others to carry her which made me think that she's going to be a very good mother and will be nothing like mine. After passing sapphire to Ira I went towards the study ( Yes the jet is too big for a bedroom and a study; things of rich people ) and thought of ways to keep the peace when I reach Dubai. I don't know what will happen as I am going there after more than 10 years. I hope that bastard is not in Dubai so to check that I called Leo inside the study and when he came in he told me in one breath " Don't worry I know why you called me and I actually searched the whole perimeter when I heard about our layover in Dubai. Also, Don't worry about him and his gangs they have traveled to Bangladesh thinking we are there " Hearing this got a little concerned as half of my family was still in Bangladesh. I didn't show my worries and before he could bombard me with questions I started instructing him " First of all you guys will always be guarding me and sapphire will always be either with me or Ira. I am not trusting you guys with her because you yourself are sometimes careless, immature, and even if Emerald loves kids she's too charged all the time and because of that she herself gets hurt all the time. Let's not even go for Alice as she hates crying kids but doesn't abhor them !" " I have never seen you this protective. you weren't this much protective of Rafid and your friends when they were on the radar of other gang members "

He told this and went out of the room as Gabriel called him but it made me think that it was actually the truth. I've never been this protective of anyone I don't know maybe I turned into her mom. I thought this and laughed to myself and went outside the room and saw the funniest thing ever. Everyone and I mean everyone ( Alice, Alex, Emerald, Leo, Gabriel, Ira, Royce, Randy, Damon, and Bryan ) were trying to pacify Sapphire. It was hilarious to see two of the most intimidating Mafia's trying to make a baby stop crying, even Ira couldn't stop her crying when ........

What Happened? Sorry for the Cliffhanger... Lost inspiration !!!!