the satellite

it has been four hours I am trying to hold the baby in by keeping my contractions small and breathing deeply the pain is intense now and truly unbearable I am gonna have to do this alone just as the next contractions start I hear the alarm for the air lock matt must be suited up by now with dillion for the space walk to turn it on I was supposed to do exams first before they went out oh know I hope bri checked them good for open wounds or anything else my mind not quite working well from increasing pain I am in plus I cant move I dont know if that's a good thing I am still strapped in I know brad is piloting us dillion and matt are going outside and brian is at the door monitoring them so yes I know I am alone completely for another 2 hours at least if I cant stall our child till then the fall from the birth canal to the floor will kill it what am I to do I must be dilated by now I can feel the head trying to come out oh please brad come check on me I know I am not due for two weeks but still help me honey please