Married to him

''Let it be mother. It is alright. Please don't worry… why don't you lie down…get some rest…'' she was trying her best to console grandma Xing.

Grandma Xing was not to be consoled. ''I can understand how you feel…I feel your pain, my daughter. Forgive me Roulan. It is my fault…''

''I am alright mother; I am fine,'' Li Yuyan smiled trying to calm grandma Xing down.

Still crying grandma Xing left the room. Without saying a word to anyone, Li Yuyan too left the room. She went to her own room; all her things were spread out as she had left them. Quietly she began tidying up the room. Any girl in her place would have broken down given the circumstances, but Li Yuyan was strangely calm.

''If I can lose Xiao Min and accept it, why should I let this affect me? I had no emotional or physical attachment to this man,'' she said to herself, folding her wedding dress and putting it away.