chapter 1

Here I am hobbling around my garden, taking in the good and releasing out the negative. It kinda works. You know, when you are a frickin teen, life plays hard to get. So, I am Dip Jones, coming from the wealthiest background with etiquette, grace, decorum, pressure and constant nagging of being the perfect Functioning body. I grew up in a mansion, had more than I needed and that was it. what a gem life was I living, right? - come on say it reader's.

Wrong, you see I have always been an explorer, I just want to breath, live and adventure. but unfortunately my parents took it in a different way, ever since I was born, I had maids all around to make me a groomed child , tutors to get me crammed up, instead of making me understand, they were just pushing me to mug up the stuff. I barely met my parents, since they were so busy with their work that they never really saved some time to catch up with me. Though they were never around, every moment of mine was controlled, it was done as planned and not even a single task can be procrastinated, the consequences were pretty harsh, getting grounded and left alone in the attic.

Years rolled by like this, I was taught to walk, talk, eat, sleep, poop, puke with grace, ughhhh!!! it was annoying and dead to be exact. I just never really had a hearty laughter. My parents did changed but for the worst, they just increased their doses of nagging, I changed to, yeahh - I just stopped giving a damn to anyone. I mean it's kinda wrong but what can you expect- no one get's me, baby get most ii don't wanna get you too.

Now you must be pondering what happens to the etiquette, grace that I was bluffing about. I have an explanation buddy - just you listen,

I have always be a twin soul within a single body,

one soul of me was to deal with my family circus - all quite, baby like, gracious looking girl.

while, the other soul of mine was rebellious, sassy, outspoken, killer type.

I transformed like this at seven or eight - I guess.

ohh!! I can I not tell you about my school well, it was horrible. You know, how typical children can get, and yes I was a victim, I was bullied too.

It was cruel and tough. I never really had a long lasting best friend, forget about boyfriend's. They just all ditched me, So I stopped tiring my soul, thinking they would change - how naive of me, alright you tell me can you flatten a dog's tail, see... you got it buddy.

Fast forward to form nine, where I was alone. Against more than hundred mates of my grade.

It wasn't a bad start that day too,

it was Monday, I was up and early as usual. hopped off the bed, arranged my sheets, brushed, wore the same uniform as yesterday (you know I wash my cloths, twice a day, I mean yeahh!! it's hard when the laundry is on you, cause your parents wants you to be GROOMED UP remember?)

and speaking of bathing, you must have guessed it😅😅 by now,

well, well, well, ... umm... I HATE BATHING TOO!! 🤫. It just feels so boring to just go and bath and spoil a good 15 - 20 minutes. sooo, I just washed my face, my neck, my hands till my sleeves and my ears. As only these parts are visible, so gotta keep no traces of me not taking bath. I sprayed some rose water on me and dressed and off I went. I just shut my main door when a voice commanded, " what is up with you, Dip Jones, what did we taught you about leaving the house, you are getting Ungreatful, you hurted my weak nerves", it was my mom daisy Jones.

yeah pretty dramatic right, well get used to it buddy cause I am, and so I U turned - just to say I'll be back at home my respected parents, thanks for everything, I love you.

uhhh 😒 , I was out after that,

I crashed in class at the right time and placed my heavy butt on the chair,

So we will see how Hcl works in your digestive system, how it helps and how it is dangerous, said my science teacher - Mrs. geetn in the monotonous tone she could produce. it's not like I don't like biology, it's my love but this teachers just squeezes the best out of it and delivers us the soury/ unwanted part in our class. If I didn't had sleep previously night, I could sleep in hers with pleasure 😌.

well I don't know what else, did she ranted but after what seems like forever she left. I yawned and headed to painting 🎨, my favourite period, I just drew the best I could.

right when it was done, I saw shadows hovering over the canvas, when I tossed and turned, I saw Divana, Snek and her flock - their eyes had jealousy and hatred and out of the blue one of their members came and threw a black thick paint on my Master piece,

I was like - Noooooooooo

they were like - hahaahaa served this dumpass right!!!, they roared and talked tosh, and their I was sitting and looking down, with tears blurring my vision, one of my nerve pooping out on my forehead and my nose turning read. I was just weak and alone and sad ans frustrated and infuriated with my self, I guess, I let it go and dumped it aside and went to restroom to liberate this pain. I cried my heart out and cams out as if nothing happened. After washing my face, I heard a voice saying, stop whining over bit**** , I tired around to find my crush, looking playful as always. I went to him and hugged and cried and kissed his cheek, right then a voice barged in,