Connor POV
I know all too well about the petrifying tight-rope you’ll inevitably find yourself scrambling and struggling to balance on if someone becomes all the leverage any of the vultures occupying this world need on you. Though I didn’t allow or willingly choose for anyone to become that for me. I didn’t want it, never had. I never believed in any of it, never fathomed a person being special or valuable enough to hold any amount of power over me. I certainly never thought anyone could hold every ounce of power a person could possibly snag over another person- over me- to the point that they owned me wholly. I could never conceive how anyone would find someone worthy enough to warrant the risks of having such a fragile weakness, one that would be virtually impossible to keep hidden. One that would grow more likely to be discovered and turn more fatal the more time passed, giving any enemy a way to take you out in one fell swoop should they need or want to do so.