The other reason is the part where I am Sartini Capello’s half-blood daughter. My father is a scary man, and the scowl on his face he manages to keep in company doesn't allow for an easy conversation to say ‘I want to marry your daughter.’
Well, marriage for me was not going to be easy, and I am relieved Papa hasn't broached the subject. He seems content to have me home, unmarried for now.
On one side I am glad but, on the other, there is this part that wants something I can't have and I wish my father could give it to me. Marco was right when he said I didn’t want the choice. The choice or choices didn’t want me either.
Maybe that is the reason I always chose to take risks.
Papa has loved me from the day he saw me, and he has claimed me as his favorite from then too. A Russians' daughter.
But I knew if it wasn’t for the mask, I wore of my mother that would not be the case.