Aliyana

“There is nothing more I can say to you. I am sorry Yana, I should have said something yesterday.” Sorry is a simple word, if said so many times before, it loses its magnitude.

It doesn’t give you the same feeling.

In this case, my sister doesn’t have a need to apologize. She is in an arranged pairing with Leonardo. I, however freely kissed the guy she wanted. Twice.

I could not have been with Leonardo. My sins and secrets with his brother tainted it, altered my feelings. The part of me that made me Russian, further made the chance of him and I ever marrying zero to none. Marco, the same. I woke up this morning knowing that my anger toward him isn't warranted. He kissed me twice and before then I didn't even know he existed. Camilla and him have history.

I am the other woman, not her and as painful as it is I need to let my feelings toward him go.

“It is okay, Guilia,” I tell her for the umpteenth time.