Aliyana

His rich scent, wraps around me as a breeze blows by, and my throat clogs knowing that this moment, is fleeting. Knowing he is not mine. “Do you think Ren is in heaven?” I ask him. My gaze focused on his harsh face as the flesh under his left eye twitches. He remains next to me, looking into the garden as if it could talk.

“When he looked at you, he could see a glimpse of heaven.” His head turns to me, my face lifted to his, as his stares down at me.

I wish I knew what was going through his head.

“He must’ve been drunk.”

Marco chuckles, “He was pissed. We all were.” His voice is a melody to a sad song, as his eyes, a picture to a lost one.

I remain staring as he looks away, his attention on the rose bushes. We stand in silence, both lost to our own thoughts.

The air is thick, a lot left unsaid. Feelings still linger between us, not fully formed to give it a name, but intense enough that neither of us choose to leave this, here, now.