is it a psychological trauma!?

Because once granpa said me that, " A queen have to be kind but also strict. A queen is also a ordinary a person but the difference between queens and ordinary persons is she is the leader. So, don't misuse your power on innocent and poor people. You have to prove that you can be a queen. That's why you need to learn. They are 80,000 people are work in Chen Group and 95,000 people work in HX Emperor. So, you are responsible for 175,000 families and you need to protect them. They just work here because they need money to feed their families. Among them, the person who gets high position is because of their talent. So, remember that they are working in our company, it means they are working for us. If they don't work for us, we didn't have this much money and power. So, all thanks to them for their hard work."

So this is that person, who is your source of courage!!! Ohhh, interesting!! I want to see this person...."(whisper)

You're too let to meet him. He is dead.

~~~silence~~~

Why are you silent!? Are you trying to pitying me!?

(silent)

" Who is pitying you!? ME!? You got wrong person GAL!!!!" (whisper)

Who exactly are you!? Is everything happening in my head or it's true!!!! what's exact your purpose to save me!!!!! Or I have having a psychological difficulties!!?

" You don't need to know much. Just remember that I'm the exotic and are a hetaera who is controlled by me"(whisper)

Ok!!Ok!!! I have to admit that I had not only brain tumour but also psychological trauma. Although my I'm also studying in psychology, which kind of trauma is it!? Where patient's mind is full of threaten words and sometimes it's feels heavy pain the body. Ohh!!! looks like I have not studied enough!!!!! I don't even remember what's trauma's name!!!! After all gets well I have to know about this trauma's type and everything about it!!!!!!

"Are trying to say it's me, I'm someone who is living in your mental disorder!!?"(whisper)

Yesss. Maybe in my conscience mind someone like you I've imagined and now I am weak that's why my body started reflect in my mind...

" It's first time someone humiliated me like that. You don't even know what's going to happen with you" (whisper)

I want to cherish with destiny. Even if it's going to be the worst.

My dear conscience mind, I am feeling happy after making you angry , you can't ruin my mood now...

" Shut the f*ck up.....I can let you go for a while don't even think that you can escape!!!!"(whisper)

My conscience mind maybe you have read too many comic books about bossy President and cute girls. So you gets those line from comics. I've such a talented conscience mind....