I WROTE THIS IN THE CAR Ugh

Everything i want i have sadness , grief and wrath . Begging on my knees screaming someone come and help me . My reputation is getting worse and worse . I told them i am fine but they said we know that lie already . I write poems then i mix them with feelings . I am just writing about you , i just need your company now , i don't care about your trash music taste or the your dirty mind , i just need your company , cuz if you gonna leave you could leave and i don't wanna have another heart attack , if you want me i am here waiting for you in the stairs of the librairy. I was grey until you painted me golden , and i can't breath inside your arms , but when you hug me , it cuts me deep inside . You know you killing me , i need you like the air i breathe i need more than taylor swift , please , cuz my heart is cold every single week , i love how you lie and i you love how i cry in front of you . You never really calls back cuz you got many books to read , i am looking at your daddy's house, cristal cups , diamond spoons , gold shits and luxurious drugs . Everyday is my birthday i threw a party and no one comes so i am crying in the driveway getting high until i forget that .