I am Clandestine

They slumped on the bed after their little play session. 

  "What are you doing to me?" He asked as he stared at her eyes. 

" What do I do?" She asked. 

" Many things!" 

"Many things?" She raised her eyebrows. 

" I don't know, what you are doing to me! I feel possessive when someone talks to you, I want to kill them. I don't want you to smile at others, I don't want you to be attached to others other than me, but at the same, I don't want to be attached to you too, I am scared that one day you will have to leave me! 

I have this feeling which I've never felt with anybody to date, but I am scared to wake up from this dream. I have never been cared by a woman, I've never been close to any woman like I am with you, I was never emotionally connected with anyone, everyone woman I passed I needed them only to satisfy my sexual needs.