GET LOST

They say don't trust put much trust in life. Because when you thought you got the hold of life, It throws you out of control. Seeing her standing in front of my view was exciting. Maybe she was keeping up with what I have been doing, maybe she finally wants to explain to me what happened, maybe she wants to apologize. The thoughts of my head plus the hangover on me were driving me insane. I don't know how much I drank yesterday to throw my plan out of control today.

I couldn't still believe it. The words in which I spoke and the words which I meant to say were totally different. I can't believe I told her to get lost. Here, I'm feeling slightly better at a meeting with board members. I swear if I could be anywhere is repeat the moment which occurred an hour ago.

The plan is to get the land in order to be able to expand the upcoming business. Even though the bid is good but the location of the land is still unclear if it will bring a lot of profit. Are you sure you will be able to bring the profit? asked one of the board members

Are you guys starting to doubt me right now?. Since I took over the company, how many profits and sales have I increased?. If you going to sound so unsure about this project, then I don't see the reason I should stay with the company. said, Mike

Like for real. Since I took over the company, I have overwork with no ends. I know it's a family company but these old people have to learn that I'm not like my father to be driven around. I have starved more than any of these old men in this table. When the company was going under, I had to skip more than few meals to make it.

As the day passes by, I was glad my mind was fully occupied. I really need something to tune out my mind not only because of what occurred recently but also the ongoing phone call for my mother about blind dates, when is she going to get grandkids, and more about things currently not interested right now.