Chapter 37: Zhang ChangHao's Lust

*Zhang ChangHao's point of view! *

Zhang ChangHao look at his boyfriend in his arms and hug tighter. He really what to kiss him but is scared that last night was his imagination. He just realized that he love him like one love their lover and partner. Not friend love or live for a younger sibling.

I guess what Wang HengBo said was true. I really am in love with Hui MengYu.

I touch the skin of Hui MengYu and felt soft and warm. Hui ShuFen and Hui ShuHui rolled around so Zhang ChangHao put them on the floor. Thankfully they have extra blanket and he lay one down then set them on it and put another blanket, on them. They almost fall down the bed two times already. Zhang ChangHao don't feel safe to put them in bed even if it had space.

Zhang ChangHao look at Hui MengYu's lashes and had the urge to kiss them.

The widow valance was not all the way close, so some light came in. Zhang ChangHao quickly kisses Hui MengYu's lashes and got up to close the valance.

"En.. A'Hao?..." Hui MengYu called rubbing his eyes.

"... Here." Zhang ChangHao went back and kiss him lightly as he was sure it's not a dream. Hui MengYu never called him A'Hao before.

"They are..." Hui MengYu rolled on bed slowly. Thinking where the buns went.

"Over there." Zhang ChangHao pointed. Add hugged Hui MengYu.

"Em..."

"Morning MengYu."

"Morning..." replied MengYu who was not quite awake yet. It's dawn so the time is between 3:50 to 4:20. Hui MengYu normally wake up at six or seven. So he hugged back Zhang ChangHao and told him to "sleep" and he went to sleep too.

Zhang ChangHao "em.." Zhang ChangHao still felt like a dream. He knew that it's real but... It feel like a dream. Like when you suddenly want something and then one willing give it to you for free.

Zhang ChangHao is feeling high, he didn't sleep much.

Zhang ChangHao really want to deeply kiss Hui MengYu like what he saw with his...

Friends on the phone. It was porn but Zhang didn't like it. But He agreed that he will watch it because he lost in rock-paper-scissor. He didn't like the porn be he remember it. Like when you want to forget it but can't.

It was a 50/50 game that doesn't need much thinking. Over thinking is bad too. Anyway he lost so he need to keep watching and he can't ditch it. He watch as the man kissed the female and have sex with her. He felt nothing yet others was hype up and want to do it.

Zhang ChangHao really want to have sex with Hui MengYu like the video but he didn't know anything about male sex. Even so, his instinct is telling him to mark Hui MengYu is his from inside out. Making him moan like the female in the video and filling him with his cum.

Zhang ChangHao didn't understand why but he really want to do it. But he restrains himself as the relationship just has started and he didn't want to scare Hui MengYu with his lust.

Zhang ChangHao didn't think that before. Before he did have dream about it with someone but he can't remember. The person in it had sliver or gray hair like Hui MengYu.

Zhang ChangHao also had the urge to kiss Hui MengYu but he thought it as family like or a liking to cute face of his.

But now he knew that he like MengYu that way... He can't help but want to kiss in until he can't breathe anymore and fuck him until he past out.

Zhang ChangHao knows he cannot rush things but his thing is still hard. There is a small bathroom in this room and he need to get up to go there. But he didn't want to part with Hui MengYu so he Indored.