I was so jealous of Linda and Jacob I was boiling inside but hurt also so I just wrote everything about my life it felt good one day Jacob texted me and said he is throwing a big party I agreed and it was a water party like a party where is a water Linda was wearing the cutest swimsuit and I was wearing a blue dress which was Jacob's favorite he loved the color blue the party was good but not for me Jacob was too busy with Linda our his girlfriend I went home and wrote everything my diary I don't why I loved him but didn't know how to tell him I loved him and had feelings for him my birthday came and Jacob completely forgot about it when I confronted him he would always make excuses now I have a broken heart