after 18 years
"okay so that's how I was born right on a friday with thunder and storm?" Aurora asked .
selena nodded her head agreeing with her
" Yes I told u that story a million times before why do u keep asking me the same question?"
aurora simply shrug and replied
"maybe because we are muslim and I have a Latin name which doesnt exactly means thunder and it seems like u werebhalf knocked out so I gave me a random name? it sounds like an excuse."
selena become annoyed and turn to her daughter with annoyed and pissed look
" So now you are calling me a liar? Ya allah what am I suppose to do with u. we never talked like u to our parents li-"
Aurora cut her off
"You always answer the same anyway so I'm going"
"Ya Allah! yes go away atleast let me work in peace ever since you've learn about how u were born u keep on blabbering"
Aurora storm off to her room hurt visible on her face she lied down on her bed and starts to question her maker. Allah
Auroa has always felt like things were not fair in her religion she was always looking for logic in everything and never seem to find why womans have so much restriction where as men were left open like a wild beast. little by little her faith was seem to fade.
she used to worship her God (Allah) with all her love and never question God but as she seems to grow she started to feel useless she remember how everyone say being born on friday and on rainy day was special and yet dhe can't help but feel pain and hurt looking at herself. the big failer that she is, she started to question everything, she wanted to take her own life but she couldn't atleast not yet, it was true her faith was slowly fading away from Allah but was she so lost to commit suicide? the biggest sin ever? and not only a sin but was her life so brutal that she felt the need to end it? is death relief or pain?
little did she know her life was about to change.