Hendrix
“Be back.” A relieved breath left me and I stood, kissed my nymph’s forehead, and walked toward the front. People around me clapped, some even held a hand out for me to shake.
It was all a blur.
Standing on that stage, I looked at the sea of people as I spoke. Tried to focus on thanking them for the recognition - mentioning my staff for all their hard work and dedication, which made H. P. Builders a success.
Yet every few seconds I strayed. Always back to her.
To that beaming smile.
The look of pride in her eyes.
How motherfucking beautiful she was.
The words like a moth to a flame had never rang truer then at that moment.
Shaking the governor’s hand, I stood there for a few seconds after, while they captured their photo-op. Smiled, while my mind and body fought for control. Dominion over my actions.
One wanted to run away, while the other just needed her close. A rollercoaster of emotions that drowned me behind the pressure of indecision.