I could tell that he is not in a good mood, just by looking at his face. But why is he so obsessed with me? and why does he think that he can control me?
He came near me and kept looking at me like he was going to eat me up.
He was cute for some reason, "is this jealousy perhaps?" I asked him wanting to get on his nerves.
"Of course not, who is jealous of who now?. You know that I can't be bothered by things like this but what you did was wrong and you were not supposed to do something like that. I think you know that. What will happen to the image your father build up all these years."
"A single word that I utter will result in a great loss from your side. I am telling you this in case you don't know about it."
'You, how? Make a loss for me.'
"So you wanna see how it is going to happen."
"Let's see whether you can do it." It will only result in calling off the marriage between us too and I will be free to get married to whoever I want."
'I might play as well, I said smirking at him.'
"What did you just say, play? You ain't going to play as long as I am here. He said moving his face closer to mine in the blink of an eye."
'I looked straight into his eyes. His eyes were red deep down. Were they shining with rage or were they shining with lust? He is unpredictable.'
What's going to happen next is always a mystery.
'He might be a nice guy, wait what am I even thinking. He is not nice. He is your enemy. I kept telling to myself.'
"I can tell what you are thinking right now," he said.
'Okay, so now you can read the mind of people.'
"Yeah, and that's my specialty." 'Okay then go on, tell me what I was thinking.' He started to tell everything I was thinking all this time.
Okay, so you want to know whether it's rage or lust. I will answer that question then. It is, he said banging his lips on mine.
He broke the kiss, "it doesn't matter whether his lips were on yours or not, I don't care. You are all mine anyway." He said banging his lips on mine again.
It was warm and soft which reminded me of the marshmallows which I usually ate. Someone came in, "okay you guys go on," my father left the room.
He didnt bother breaking the kiss. It was only me with wide-open eyes looking at him like I was not able to understand whats going on. It didnt seem like he was going to break the kiss any soon. He was so into it, even though I was not into it, my body was feeling it better than me.
His hands slid back to my hair touching my hair softly. He put me on the bed still kissing me and pulled the blanket over me. "You will be alright," he said getting up to go back.
I still kept looking at him, amazed by his behavior.
'What have I always thought of him? Don't think about it Yuki, he is not a good person. Don't fall for him.'
My dad came into the room the moment he left. "The doctor said you can get discharged soon which means, if my calculations are correct, you can get married next Friday after a week of rest. He will be there to accompany you anyway, so be good, and don't you dare talk back at me about this," he said seeing that I was going to jump out of the bed and start complaining about it.
"Am I toy to you?" I raised my voice when he was about to leave the room.
"You will be alright as long as you do what we say. So now, shut up and go to sleep. You are getting discharged tomorrow."
I didnt feel good after hearing this. 'All he cares about is his business, what about the things I like, what about my life? Are they allowed to decide it all or was I destined for him. Why was I even born?'
I covered my head with a blanket and started to cry.
"Why are you crying?" someone asked.
'Am I dreaming?' I pulled the blanket a little away from my face to look at who it is. It was a surprise that I didnt identify his voice.
When my vision became more and more clear I was able to understand that it was him, Samael.
He was standing by the bed with a bunch of chocolate in his hand.
I wanted to jump out of the bed and grab the chocolate,m but I just couldnt do that. I had to keep my cool.
"If you want to have the chocolate you have to be a good girl. Okay?" I replied back with an okay Which unintentionally came out of my mouth, which was greedy for chocolate.
"Okay then get up let's have some," he said.
My body was acting amidst how my brain was acting.
I got up from the bed and kept sitting on the bed, swinging my feet like a child.
"You are cute, have I ever told you this? he said handing me over a big chocolate bar and surprisingly it was my favorite flavor. "Mint chocolate."
I was about to raise my voice to ask how he knew that I like this flavor, but I managed to restrain myself from asking that stupid question.
"Do you want to know the answer to that question? he said, playfully looking at me."
'I forgot, he can read what I am thinking.' "So am I supposed to not think about anything, and speak whatever it is that comes to my mind?"
"You can think all you want when I am not with you. Speak all you want when I am with you."
"You know that I will not get hurt by anything you say. I know that you don't mean anything that you utter from your mouth."
"Yuki, have this one as well," he said handing me over a chocolate bunny.
I took it on to my other hand and kept eating my chocolate bar which was my favorite.
"Do you want another one?" he said trying to give me another chocolate bunny.
'Hey, can't you see that my hands are already full?'
then I can feed you, he said biting the head off the chocolate bunny and feeding it to me through a kiss.