Realisation(chapter 2)

Days go on and I was being more alone. I just miss Abhi, his company, his way of understanding me. I remember once he said" if we go away from each other there would be two possibilities of our relation one, maybe our love would grow with time and distance or it would fade away with distance and time"

And today I feel I am missing him and his company, I need him for myself, I feel incomplete without his presence around me. I feel happy when he is with no matter when or where I am.

no one can handle me except him, my childish behavior, my overthinking, and my instability.

Being  away from him but still, I was finding happiness in his thought. The moment we spend together was something special in its way.

It was too late until I get to know my feelings, the way I feel for him. Today when the distance between us was so much I understand his value his importance in my life and being a part of my life. Without his, I was like a piece of a puzzle lost somewhere which only he can find and complete me.

ABHI I miss you....

I could feel the pain that I gave him. It hurts a lot to be away from someone you love too much. Now I could imagine myself in his place

I now prefer to keep quiet rather than express my feeling to him. Even though we still talk but now the bond was very different. My insecurity now is what you felt when we were together. The fear of losing him, letting go with someone else will hurt me

Even now he is always by my side as a friend. I don't want him to know that now I shed tears in his absence.

Now I want him to be back in my life. But till I understand it  was too late.