Dreamer Girl and the virus

From the childhood to the adult we all have learnd a common line and that is ''A life without a dream is like a ship without a rudder ''. It's so true. Same goes for Afreen. she also learned this line in her childhood. When she was small she used to think what kind of job suits her.She keep thinking. She watched many drama, movie related to drem. When she Watch things about doctor she used to think I will become a doctor, when she watchted things abou architect,she think i will become architect. but It's not ok..She had to find a goal to be motivated. She is very emitional.Her elder sister was so talented and got into a army medical College. she observed her sister well and realised that u have to study ur whole life If u become doctor.Then she decided not to think about being doctor. jer father used to be a soldier. she always have a special space for defence. Oneday, her sister Showed her a movie which Was based on a real story of a Pakistani female flying Officer shahid mariam mukhtiyar. She was so inspired that she decided to becomea figher pilot..she was young when she decided. but she used to think that her parents should be happy. so she asked her parents.. her parents was happy because she finally found something to live her life fully.. then she started look into that and she realized the dress code is so modern that it is not good for a muslim girl. It Doesn't cover your body as shariah..She always tried dress a Muslim dress code but not fully but still thinking about her after life she asked allah to help her. also tp get into airforce u have to medically fit and she was so unfit but fortunately she can fix it by doing exersice and go to doctor..Someday she gave up someday she got Courage. oneday she saw when a fighter plane cruse u have no way to live. she was so afraid that she wiill lose everyone she loves.her younger brother always cry and say that he would never let her sister go there. She was so emotional tgat she could not understood how to react and she end up scolded him.she then felt so guilty.But there is no surety that u will live Tomorrow. so she gather courage and started DOING every thing she can.

Whever she Research about these things she discovers her new mediacal problems..When she was growing she discovered the cruel world . she used to think everyone is good if u treat them good. but then she realized there are some People who will criticise u for simply berthing. Therr were so many toxic people around her that she could barely being positive. She was afraid to let anyone know about her drem.She was so insecure about herself.When she become teenager she saw her family problems are so mucj that they could barely use too much money for her. but her parents are really good. thet tried eveything. she also tried and got scholarship in board exams in class 5 and 8.she thought if i continue like this it would be ok. she thought she don't have to worry because sue was doing well but she was wrong.

when she got into class 9.there was a virus name covid 19.it is so Dangerous that she had to go through lockdown. everything was stopped, her school, her father's bussiness.she was so woried that as a middle class family what if she lose everything she have. she was so worried about being foodless.Fortunately her father bussiness was open but her school Didn't open. her family had not enough money to keep a private teacher. still her family worked hard and she was able to have to private teacher but one day one of her private teacher got married . she had to stop studing to her. but oneday she came back and stared teach her but she could not do it fully as she was married she had other things to takke care.but still her family had to pay her. now she is less motivated and feel so lost.she is hoping is if there any hope to fulfill her dream..this is how a virus slow down a dreamer girl's dream.