We meet again

Oh God not again! What’s with this campus’ doors knocking me out all the time, I thought before I blacked out. Even though I am out of it right now, I am completely aware of what’s happening around me. The heavy thumps of the person carrying me, his heavy breaths, and that smell. Oh wow, he smells so amazing I feel like I want to cuddle him or just nuzzle in the nape of his neck for 5 weeks. Now, this is what I call paradise. I feel so free, the only thing that is connecting me to the cruel reality of this world is my senses. I wonder why I didn’t just lose my conscience completely so I can finally be at peace feeling absolutely nothing, no anger, no defeat, no pain, and no deceit just NOTHING. Maybe then I will not give 2 damns about what Doris and Tia do.