Yamamoto Aito is psychologically affected by his ex's death and promises to avenge her. With the aid of his best friend, Shima Haruto, he began to destroy the lives of those whom he believes, killed her. Aito’s ultimate goal is to join her after completing his revenge for he deems himself as one of the reasons she died. 

Along came a new student, Igarashi  Ryu who destroys Aito’s plans and tarnishes what's left of his sanity by making him fall hopelessly in love with him. Aito  is now torn between his guilt and wanting the happiness Ryu gives him. 

Will Aito be able to complete his revenge and attain his goal or will he choose to let go and love Ryu?

But... Is Igarashi Ryu  really who he claims to be?

Savage Love BL

"I know I should keep my distance but it's hard baby" Ryu continued as he hugged Aito tighter. "Anytime I see you, I just feel this maddening urge to hold you close to me. I want to feel you. To be beside you at all times. You have no idea how much I suffered without you last night" 


Aito scoffed, not believing a word. "Then all the nights I wasn't around, were you suffering then?" 


"I was dying," Ryu admitted directly. "Little by little, I was dying Aito" 


It was pure torture. Those days were akin to hell on earth. Aito could never understand how scared Ryu was of losing him. 


Aito turned his head and took a good look at Ryu, whose complexion was really bad. He looked completely tired out. "Then just tell me the truth and I'll always be by your side. You won't have to suffer anymore. Although I haven't fully recovered my memories, my feelings for you are strong Ryu. They have been since the day we met again." 


Chapter 230