How would they feel? Especially Ryu. The man went berserk when he thought he was dead before. How would he react now? How would everyone feel?
Could he leave them and the new life they had all strived to give him? Could he truly do that to them? After everything?
It was then he realised why no one wanted to tell him about his past. Why everyone kept it from him. Why they were afraid of telling him.
He let out a small smile. They should have had more faith in him though.
He reached out and took the bottle of painkillers then closed the cabinet.
The answer was no.
He couldn't do it. Although he felt like he didn't deserve to live because of what happened to Aera, it didn't mean he could waste his life.
He had tried so many times before but none were successful. Even the night Ryu tried to ruin his family, he had tried. He wanted to go for living was too hard. But here he was. Very much alive.
It definitely wasn't his time to go yet.