Her innocence was amusing to him but the dark secrets that hid behind it were scarier than anything.
Her timid nature was very sweet and delicate, she had no idea of the world around her, but he helped her realize how it was.
Janet had a haunting past and it clung to her even after she got married. She was so soft and innocent that Nathan couldn't help but get emotionally attached to her. 
He stood by her and walked alongside her, taking one step at a time to ensure he was always there for her, but what if she slipped and her past dragged her down into the black hole of her eventual doom? Will Nathan be able to catch her? Will he be strong enough to pull her out if she falls down?

Her Innocence

Janet, Valeria and Bella's friendship has gone stronger as they had multiple meet ups. I was very happy by it but what worries me was that Janet leaves the house without me knowing. I mean she informs me that she is leaving but then I have no communication with her. So that is the reason, I was holding a new Android mobile for her. A present for her, I had installed all the things she might need. I input a Sim card and a cover for the mobile as well. I specially told the shopkeeper to wrap the mobile with gift wrapper so I could surprise her. 


I was driving my car and on the way to home as I wished she would like it. Janet and mine relation has been going strong, I mean I'm still in control. For not fucking her. Well, her innocence is the thing that is pulling me towards her and it’s pushing me away as well. I want to do it and I don't want to do it. It’s complicated. 


Chap # 13 "I have something for you?"