Her innocence was amusing to him but the dark secrets that hid behind it were scarier than anything.
Her timid nature was very sweet and delicate, she had no idea of the world around her, but he helped her realize how it was.
Janet had a haunting past and it clung to her even after she got married. She was so soft and innocent that Nathan couldn't help but get emotionally attached to her. 
He stood by her and walked alongside her, taking one step at a time to ensure he was always there for her, but what if she slipped and her past dragged her down into the black hole of her eventual doom? Will Nathan be able to catch her? Will he be strong enough to pull her out if she falls down?

Her Innocence

Yesterday has been the best. When we both confessed to each other, he got more affectionate, compassionate and tender. Nathan now has been careful about my nightmare even after I told him that they aren't frequent as they were before. He contacted some therapist and now I have an appointment in three days. I also want them to stop but with the devil back to ruin my life it's quite impossible. When I am alone in the house, I can't help but think if Nathan is fine. Her threats shouldn't get to me, but they did. I can't stop worrying about him and that's what makes the nightmares come. I shouldn't think about her but since I am mostly alone in the house, I keep thinking. I don't know what to do and it's frustrating me. 


"Let's go to the movies tonight." He didn't ask just told me not like I will deny him. 


Chap # 19 “That I got kidnapped.”