I opened the room and got inside.I could not believe mylife anymore.It felt as if I was somebody else.What was I turning into.I sobbed myself to sleep thinking of how my family and friends were thinking about me at the moment.I was sure they were all disgusted and frustrated.I wish they could know how sorry I was.
Morning came and it was just as beautiful as I remembered.It has been several months since I saw the glorious sunrise,take a bath using warm water and even eat a healthy meal.It was all I missed.I could not control my hunger so I hoped everyone around me would pardon my gluttonous behavior.After I was done,I took a deep breath,letting him know I had eaten to my fill.It was going to be a long day do I had to be prepared.
My brother seemed worried, concerned and hopeless.He had tried his best to save me but now the matter was out of hand.So who does he call? Ofcourse his pal Steve.At first I was abit shaken because I never trusted the man.There was just something about him.A dark aura that never made him smile but only chuckle.He would help be walk behind the shadows and train me how to be calm and casual.It was all I needed to keep me going for the few days in Paris.
After several training I still did not get it.It was hard to just act normal.For me to develop an aura that isn't apart of me and one I was not ready to have.Furthermore,why did I need to trust him.Its not like I knew him and at this point I could not even trust myself with a knife.As time went by,I learnt the tricks and tactics.it was not easy but I must say,at the end of the day I knew something.
Lupin sat at the edge of the window as if he wanted to throw himself out.It was really tough for him.He was even rarely present at any practice,he seemed to be in a fog.It was my fight but now it was ours.He turned his gaze at me and gestured me to sit.It was as if he wanted to say something.He fought back his tears.
"You know the doctor,the one who treated you in the hospital,I sent him.I sent him because I knew it would force you to run.I was the one who parked the scooter outside and placed the delivery uniform at the window,hoping you would put two and two together,and you did.Ive been with you all day everyday but you never knew.Ive been in the cell with you and you never cared to call me.You want to know who I was?'