4 The Heartbreak

I wake up and my body still hurts. It hurts worse than yesterday. I can feel where my arms, legs, and my mouth was tied. There are still marks but i'm not tied up anymore. I sit up on the couch. I take a drink of my water and I immediately remember what happened last night and I start freaking out. I try to call the cops but for some reason some numbers and my friends are blocked on my phone so I unblock them. I decide not to call the cops becuase I know I am going to get a punishment if I do. I look outside and see no one so I get ready to do an all nighter because I'm scared. I go to my door and make sure all of the doors are closed and locked. I go to my back door and lock that door too. I make sure to close and lock all of my windows and close the curtains. I can feel someone watching me and it's freaking me out so I hide under my blanket. I hear someone smirk. "H-hello" I ask. "Hi sweetheart" I hear someone say. I stay under the blanket becuase I'm so damn scared. "Please don't hurt me". "Sweetheart, I already told you would never hurt you" he said. "Then why are you here" I ask in fear. "Because I want to watch over what's mine" he said in a stone cold voice. "Go away, your scaring me" I say. "No thanks darling". I roll over to face the back of the couch and I close my eyes. I hear him walk across the floor. I close my eyes hard, hoping this is all a dream. A few minutes later. I fall asleep because i'm really tired. Half an hour later. I wake up and someone is laying next to me. I have a sleeping mask on but I don't remember putting one on. I try to pull the mask off but someone slapped my hand. "No, bad girl" he says in a stern voice. "Sorry, I didn't mean too!!" I say in fear. "Just don't take it off darling". "Fine" I say in an attitude like voice. "good girl". Tears start rolling down my cheeks. I'm so scared. he turns me over and wipes my tears. He holds me which makes me feel safe even though he is the one that's scaring me. I start crying my eyes out about everything i've been holding in for the past months. He kisses me on the forehead which makes me calm down a little bit. No, why am I doing this. he is literally my stalker gosh damnit I think to myself. I try to get up but his arm is on me and it's like really heavy. His muscles are HUGE. I can't even see but I already know. I can feel it because they are way to heavy. I scooch my butt down and manage to get off the couch. I almost tumble to the ground but I hold onto the table. I feel around the table and manage to grab my cup of water and I take a drink of it. "Yummy" I whisper quietly. I go to my bedroom and get in bed. I take off the mask and finish crying about everything. I cry myself to sleep. A few hours later. I get up and he's gone. Yes, I start doing my happy dance. I fill up a glass cup with orange juice and sit on my couch. "I'm so bored". "What should I do?" I think to myself, trying not to think about my stalker. I get a text message "I'm on a sugar crush" my phone says loudly. That's my ringtone. Sugar crush is one of my favorite songs. I turn on my phone and look at my notifications. It's from Jase. He said "Hey Jess, I wanted to know if we could hang out today?" he asked me. "I don't know, I am kind of scared to go out" I say trying not to sound so scared "how about I come to your house and we can watch movies" he sends in a voice message. "Uh I guess" I text back. A few minutes later. I hear a knock on the door so I go to answer it. It's Jase. "Hello Jase" I say softly. "Hi Jess" he says in his usual happy voice. We both walk over to my couch and sit down. A few minutes later of looking for movies we found Pocahontas so we started watching it. "I'm on a sugar crush" my phone says again. I turn on my phone and it's my boyfriend. He calls me so I answer it. "Hey babe" he says. "Hi babe" I say back. Jase isn't saying anything, not even a word. He is just sitting there with his eyes closed and his head leaned back. "So babe what do you need?" I ask him softly. "I'm breaking up with you" he says to me as if he's heartless. "O-ok" I answer softly and then hang up. I run to my bathroom and start shedding tears. "I-i thought he l-loved m-me" I whisper to myself as I'm crying. I hear footsteps coming from outside the bathroom door. A few seconds later Jase walks in. "Are you ok Jess" he asks me sounding upset. "Y-yes i'm f-fine" I say trying to sound like everything's cool. "Are you sure Jess?" he asks me softly. "Y-yes" I say. "I-i'm gonna take a nap so I will see you tomorrow, ok?" I say softly. "Ok Jess, bye". "bye" I answer back.