I am sitting in class and my mind is in a complete mess. I mean just whose mind wouldn't be, when even mine and Adonis's first period is same. He was sitting quite sexily though and my stomach was full of butterflies. I was peeking at him again and again. I could see all the girls of my class drooling over him and this was making me somewhat angry.
"Hey, Junie that man is something ."Callie commented behind me. Well, I know he is something but I am still freaking out a lot and you don't need to notice that I told to myself .Our first period went completely normal and then after 2 more periods it was lunch. So it turns out he is now sitting with my brother's group. The problem was that me and my friends also sit there. I could see Emily rush to my brother's side and as for Callie she sat beside Emily and then there was one seat left and beside that it was Adonis. Oh my God. I really wanted to run away from here. I walked forward keeping my head down because my heart was beating damn fast. I could feel butterflies in my stomach. I have never felt this way before. Shit, I sat on the chair and start eating in silence.
"Hey ! Junie what's wrong?"Louie asked me and then everyone started looking at me.Oh no,even Adonis was looking at me .At this moment I realized my heart was gonna come out of my chest but I needed to keep my cool and give them some sort of excuse.I looked at my brother who was smirking.Shit he knew it.He is a very observant person in these matters.Oh no , I am gonna face tons of questions at my home but that is not the current problem for me.I was thinking of an excuse very hard.
" Girly problem"Callie said from beside me and then smiled at me.Damn.I owe her one and I will have to tell her later so I will have to think of an excuse to tell her.
"Uhm..yes"I told everyone at the table.
"Well ,you should go home then and take some rest."Louie said to me,shyly but in a ordering way too.
I really wanted to too but some part of me wanted to stay here with Adonis.I looked at him and he was glancing at his plate.I could see pure sadness in his eyes.I am not gonna go home.
"I am fine ,its nothing."I told everyone smiling and then everyone started talking again.
I could see Adonis smiling but I knew he was sad.All of this happened and he had to face it alone. Earlier I was thinking that thay might just be a dream but when I saw sadness in his eyes I realized it was all true but how was I there,I still don't know.After the lunch , it was 2 more boring periods which were not same for Adonis and me and I kind of felt sad about it.
After school me,Nathan and Emily always go home together.I saw my brother waiting for me but there was one person ,Adonis.Oh no,suddenly my heart beating fast again.Damn it,I have never hated my heart so much before.Why does it always go crazy around him.I was literally staring at him and walking down the stairs and there I missed a step.Oh god.I fell forward.
Farewell June Adams,told myself but suddenly Emily put her hand around my waist.And I was hanging on her hands.I looked forward I could see Nathan running towards me and behind him Adonis was also there and suddenly our eyes met and he just smiled at me.Butterflies erupted in my stomach from his smile but I was embarrassed at the same time.He might be thinking what an idiot she is, she cannot even come down the stairs properly.My brother helped Emily who was complaining about how heavy I was and it took her superhuman effort and my brother was thanking her."Thanks a lot,Em.I was starting to think my end has come."I said to her relieved and embarrassed at the same time.
We walked towards the main door and I was doing my best to ignore Adonis .My brother told me he is our neighbour and therefore he is gonna come with us from now on.
From inside,I was dancing and from outside I acted like I don't care but my brother was already smirking.I was feeling very embarrassed.
We walked home and my brother and Emily was walking in front of me and Adonis and I could clearly see my brother was flirting with her.Adonis was walking beside me and from inside I was going crazy.I looked sideways towards him and I could see him looking down ,maybe thinking about his family.
"Hey,so do you have any brother or sister?"I asked him because the silence was getting awkward and I wanted to know were my dreams true or not.
"I had one little sister but she died in a plane crash."he said to me.
Shit.I looked at the pavement and it means what I dreamt about him was true.
"I am sorry."I apologized to him.
"Its okay,not like you knew."he said to me and then took a long breath.
When I saw him like that I remember my dream and the way he was crying and I don't know how but my my hand reached on his shoulder itself and I guess he was shocked himself because he was looking at me after that and then his gaze went a little down and I know where.On my lips.Suddenly butterflies start coming in my stomach like crazy.As for my gaze it also went down to his lips.Shit.I wanna kiss his lips and bite them.Oh no no no.I withdrew my hand swiftly because my heart was beating like crazy and then we both walked in silence till our houses which were just 1 meter apart.
I think I am in big trouble.