I don't deserve Her

Yasurouka' POV

Kizhashi was late today. It's rare that she comes to school after me. Also, it's been two days since I've been trying to avoid Sakamaki, but one way or another, we make eye contact ten times a day.

After everything he said that day and the way I reacted to it, I've been feeling really awkward to face him again. 

Everything he said, to some extent, was true. Maybe that's why I got irritated. I didn't like the fact that someone like him knows the better of me than myself.

He agitated all those memories that I have been trying to suppress for so long. What if I saw myself as inferior to my best friend? There's nothing wrong with it. I'm harming no one.

"Good Morning!" I broke out of my thoughts as the energetic voice Koi greeted me. She had a silly smile on her face. She put her bag on the table and sat down.

"Oh, it's rare to see you being late." I said.