23

We came to the cafe closest to the university. This is a very nice place. It especially caught my attention as I had not been able to come before. Although, I did not go to any cafe other than the cafe next to his house. Anyway, we found an empty table for 4 and sat down. I didn't have enough for lunch, so I first ordered noodles to fill my stomach and took tea with it. Others got milkshakes too.

Atlas: Tell us now, Angel?

Cheonsa: What exactly are we talking about?

Talia: You said you'd tell us later, we asked you if you come from a known family in Korea.

Cheonsa: Thanks for reminding! Yes, this is the subject. Let me tell you from the very beginning?

Eira: This is the best!

Cheonsa: Now, I have 12 friends. Or rather, there was. I'm naming them one by one, Jin Oppa, Yoongi Oppa, Hoseok Oppa, Namjoon Oppa, Jungkook Oppa, girls too, Dahyun Unni, Mina Unni, Yeji Unni, Hira Unni, Ainul Unni and Jovihel Unni.

Atlas: My math is good, you gave 11 names?

Cheonsa: And, Jimin...

Talia: There are things I want to ask, but you go ahead, I'll ask at the end!

Cheonsa: Now if you're done interrupting, I continue? Our families have been friends since high school. Then they fell in love with each other. I also have an older brother, Taehyung, we were very happy as these 14 people, until 2 years ago.

Eira: What happened?

Cheonsa: Our families all had a company. So we were a very well known group. And yes, most idols or drama-film actors and actresses are our relatives or friends. Then one day we went to the tree house our parents made for us when we were little. We started falling in love with each other, just like our families did. I've loved Jimin more than anyone since I was 13 years old. I used to go to the mountain hut my father had custom built for me, when there was a fight at home, went there and tell about Jimin to the stars, flowers and trees there. Then the day we went to that tree house, we found out that Jimin had a disease. Sometimes he had attacks and would wake up when he kissed the pulse of someone close to him. And in the past, Ainul Unni had to know about it with a reason, of course I didn't know that either that he had a disease. Seeing Jimin kissing Ainul Unni, I went into the forest and they brought me back, I cried a lot. Then we talked with Jimin and confessed our love to each other. He loved me too. I wish I hadn't believed that lie. Anyway, then he was gone within a week.

Atlas: I'm going to ask 2 things. We're talking about our assistant student Jimin, right? And where did he go?

Cheonsa: Yes, I'm talking about that jerk. Well, he must have come here. It's like he's fleeing the country without telling anyone. When he dumped me, he left me some necklaces or something, and left me a tape. There, forget about me or something. A day after, we learned that my mother and father were not our real family, and that they have left us all their possessions and gone. Half a year after that, I had a spiritual disaster. I started reading fiction stories like crazy. I started drawing pictures of death. I was only wearing black. I made my room completely black. I just started listening to rock music. I started having seizures very often. Finally, Tae took me to many therapists, psychologists. I got better, and then I started preparing for university to enter Music Department as I was so much interested in music with my Jungkook Oppa. I came to Canada like 6 months ago with my friend Kai. Then there was great turmoil. The day I learned that I entered the university with the first place, there is a maple tree with a well-known legend, we went there to celebrate. Actually, when my friends started walking around the tree, I went after them so that I wouldn't be alone, but fate, the leaf came only to my hand, and at that moment, Jimin appeared and I said his name. That's it, I hate him now but that stupid jerk is forcing me not to even hate him. The Park Jimin I fell in love with, he died. His grave is in my heart. I buried him in my heart. Only place no one can reach. And now he thinks he's going to waver in there, but no. His old acquaintance, Cheonsa, who was head over heels in love with him, also died, now it's me, Angel, and it's over. I started living my own life. I don't care what he did with whom and where. I won't!

Talia: Oh! Your life is just like the Korean dramas I watch!

Eira&Atlas: Talia!

Cheonsa: It doesn't matter!

Eira: What are you going to do now? So you're really not going to talk to him?

Atlas: I don't think talk either! I'm telling you as a man, no one deserves to experience something like this. He can't have anything important to say to you!

Eira: Maybe there is, maybe there is an important reason why he left you?

Cheonsa: Even if I die, I won't listen to him anymore! Anyway, let's close this issue now. I don't want to talk about useless people.

While waiting for our orders, I started fiddling with my phone. I got a message on my phone. Unknown number.

-Unknown Number-

X: Please listen once?

Damn. How did he find this my number? I blocked it directly. To answer? Even if they say we will kill you right now, if you don't answer him, I won't answer, I'd rather die!

Cheonsa: The faceless shameless pervert.

Atlas: What are you talking about?

Cheonsa: Found my number!

Talia: Isn't it normal? A favorite of teachers must have gotten your number from student information?

Cheonsa: But it doesn't matter, I already blocked it. I have no intention of opening!

I was sitting with my back to the door. But when Atlas and Talia suddenly started looking straight at the door, I turned around. I would not have returned. With my return, I hit the body that came to me and hugged me.

Cheonsa: Pervert! Leave me!

Atlas got up and pushed Jimin away. I have to thank this boy!

Atlas: The girl says leave, I guess you don't understand? Go go! Or is there a problem with your English?

Jimin: I guess I won't ask you while hugging my girlfriend!

This was the last straw for me. I got up and took my place next to Atlas, slapping Jimin in the face.

Cheonsa: It will be bad if you come around and embarrass me in front of my friends again! Now walk without disgrace! Get it in your air-filled brain! I AM NOT YOUR DARLING! Get out!

Jimin: Cheonsa, I'm sorry, please let's talk, just once. Then if you want, you can go again-

Cheonsa: Watch your words! As I repeat, I didn't go before. You're gone and the one who leaves goes not to come back!

Jimin: No. You have to, you have to listen to me. Please.

Cheonsa: I don't want to shout in front of all these people, I won't disgrace you, you're already a disgraceful person enough! So I repeat, GO! Let me remind you, you go to your girlfriend Bella, who is the b*tch that exists!

Jimin: Cheonsaya jebal yog-eun hajima geugeon niga aniya!

Cheonsa: Deo isang malhaji maseyo! Dangsin-ui gippeum Bellateuligseulo gasibsio!

Jimin: Ani! Ani ani! Naneun dangsingwa iyagihaji anhgo amudedo gaji anh-eul geos-ibnida!

Cheonsa: Geulaeseo an gayo? Guys, let's go, please!

Eira: What did you talk about?

Talia: We shall go, they talked about themselves! Let's go!

Atlas: How do you know?

Talia: Ah, I learned Korean to go to the fansign and talk to my bias and I know! Let's go now!

We went outside of the cafe, and I want to kill him! As I tried to do myself!

Cheonsa: Atlas, can you drive me to my home?

Atlas: Sure!

Eira: I will go by myself, you know my home is not so far from here.

Talia: Yeah, let's go then!

We went into the car. And on the way no one spoke a word. When we came to my house, I said them bye and went into my home.

Even though I entered the house, I did not feel comfortable at all, because the house opposite was his, which means that he could come at any time.

I hung my bag on the hanger and went to my room to change. After I put on some comfortable clothes, I went into the kitchen! Damn, I haven't been able to eat all day!

Cheonsa: I was separated from my love, from my lovely food, because of you! Idiot!

I made the noodle that I bought ready for myself and kept in the cupboard. I was about to start eating when the doorbell rang. Aha, I told you, or rather I guessed, right?

I went to the door, but before I opened it, I looked through the peephole. Ugh wrong guess, it was Eira. I opened the door and invited Eira inside. They're not giving my food again! I made tea for the two of us and brought it.

Cheonsa: Why did you come?

Eira: Cheonsa! Is this how you greet the guest who comes to your house?

Cheonsa: Uh, I'm sorry. I can only speak harshly when I'm angry.

Eira: Are you still mad at him?

Cheonsa: What will you do after learning?

Eira: Curiosity.

Cheonsa: No, I just haven't been able to eat since morning, so I'm angry. We are in love with food. Now I'm saying this in case it's offended at me.

Eira: Hahaha, damn you Cheonsa! Hahaha!

Cheonsa: Are you going to tell me why you came now?

Eira: To persuade you.

Cheonsa: For what?

Eira: For you to talk to Jimin.

Cheonsa: Eira! You know I don't want that! Didn't I tell you what he had done to me at that young age! Now you came to me and said talk to him?

Eira: I'm just saying maybe, maybe what he has to say is important?

Cheonsa: Okay, I'm calm, Eira, if you say another word about him now, I'll kick you out of the house!

Eira: Ugh, okay! Anyway, I actually came to talk to you about your childhood.

Cheonsa: Why?

Eira: I was wondering, how does it feel to be a friend or relative of someone famous?

Cheonsa: Normal, nothing special at all.

Eira: No, so for example they ship idols in BLUEPINK and idols in BANGTAN NAMJA, don't you think differently about that?

Cheonsa: Actually yes, the fans are exaggerating. I don't want any idol to go through something like this. An uncle, not so close, my father's cousin, Jinghyun in group SMILEE, he committed suicide because of these ships.

Eira: What? Is Jinghyun your uncle? Anyway, that doesn't matter. But yes, he was my first bias in K-pop. When I learned that he died, I was in a coma for a month. Talia, on the other hand, was about to go crazy.

Cheonsa: You love K-pop so much, but I would love to love it as much as you, if my uncle hadn't died like that.

Eira: Don't start, I'm going to cry now!

Cheonsa: Anyway, let's talk about other things?

Eira: For examp-

Cheonsa: Eira, you know? Sometimes I miss...

Eira: What?

Cheonsa: The feeling I felt. I loved it so cleanly... I wish I could live again, feel it again... But it doesn't work. I no longer have the heart or courage to experience such feeling. I don't want to be the same as before.

After saying this, I tried to wipe the tears that started to flow from my eyes with my hand. Even if I am successful in everything, I guess I will never be successful in wiping tears.

Eira: I think you miss him, not your feeling.

Cheonsa: Anyway, I don't know why I told you. Your tea is finished, shall I refresh it?

Eira: Thanks, but now I have to go home. Your conversation is very sweet, I like it. Anyway, think about what I said, okay?

Cheonsa: I'll try.

Eira: See you then!

Cheonsa: Okay, bye!

After Eira left, I ate my dinner, tidied up the rooms, and went up to my room to go over my classes, picking up my bag.

-2 hours later-

They say college is hard, but I think it's easier than school! We learn 10 lessons at school, all of them are unrelated to each other. In university, all courses are linked to each other. Music lessons for all!

Cheonsa: Oh! Will I sleep? But isn't it early? It's 8. What else am I going to do? Should I call Jungkook Oppa? Now they have a time difference too! Hmm he is sleeping now. If I call Taehyung, will he pick up? I don't think so, maybe he even went to college! But what if it's between classes? I'll call Jin Oppa!

After a few seconds it was opened. Did they miss me? Because I missed them!

Cheonsa: Oppa! Hello there! How are you?

Jin Oppa: Cheonsa, hello to you too! We are good how are you?

Cheonsa: I'm fine too.