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Cheonsa: Was it all because of my parents? He also recovered from his illnes... Cheonsa, what have you been doing to the man you care the most? I don't know... I don't know what to think or do...

Then Cheonsa's phone rang.

Cheonsa: Yes?

Taehyung: Angel, how are you? We are coming back. And we found a great place. I am moving to your university, too.

Cheonsa: Hmmm, Oppa?

Taehyung: Yes, dear?

Cheonsa: I remember everything...

Taehyung: What? Really?

Cheonsa: Yes... And now my head hurts...

Taehyung: Wait, I am coming like a light...

And he hanged up.

Cheonsa: How did he forgave Jimin... He must have told him everything... I can't believe... How can I forgive you? Can I forgive? Ouh, my heart also hurts...

I was just sitting alone... My tears started pouring...

Cheonsa: You even lied to me for the second time... I didn't want to learn anything about you! PARK JIMIN! I PRAY YOU WILL SUFFER TWICE OF WHAT I SUFFERED!

All this time Jimin was sitting at the outside of her room. He was crying...

Jimin: Mianhae... Mianhae... So sorry... I am just so selfish... Mianhae, my pulse...

His heart was just almost down ...

Cheonsa: Why you keep doing things to me ... Why do I deserve these stuff...

They were both crying...

And then after some minutes, Taehyung, Chan and Hyunjin came.

Taehyung: Cheonsa!

Jimin stood up and went downstairs.

Taehyung: Jimin, where is she?

Jimin: In her room... Listen to me Taehyung, I didn't do anything... Please, I love her so much ...

Taehyung: Listen, Jimin... I know... I know and now I have to be with my sister.

And he went to upstairs. Opened Cheonsa's room's door.

Cheonsa: OPPA!

They both hugged each other.

Taehyung: It's okay my angel.... Don't worry.

Cheonsa: I am not okay... Why do I have to be the one that has to suffer? Why it's me? Oppa, I am tired ... I don't want to live anymore...

Taehyung: It's okay... Please don't cry... I know it's hard to digest but that's the truth... Please don't cry... I don't care if you forgive or not him but please don't cry...

Cheonsa: Did you forgive him?

Taehyung: I will think about it... If you do... Then I will... If you don't... Then I won't...

Cheonsa: If I do... Then, will I be happy?

Taehyung: Do you wanna give it a try?

Cheonsa: I don't dare...

Taehyung: You will regret two times more, too...

Cheonsa: Do you want me to forgive him?

Taehyung: Kinda.. I want you to be happy ... And I trust him for the second time ... I gave it a try ... You should do the same ... I believe you will never suffer again...

Cheonsa: If you want... I will try I think... I don't know...

Taehyung: Do you want some time to think?

Cheonsa: No... Can I talk with him?

Taehyung: Sure... Do you want me to call him?

Cheonsa: I will do by myself...

They both went downstairs... Cheonsa stopped at the stairs.

Cheonsa: I wanna talk with you...

Jimin looked at her and saw sadness in her eyes... He could see how broken her heart was, too...

Cheonsa: Come ...

And she went upstairs. Jimin looked at Taehyung. Taehyung nodded to show he can go.

Cheonsa entered her room and then Jimin came too.

Jimin: Che-

Cheonsa: Why? How?

Jimin: What?

Cheonsa: Answer as you want... Why? How?

Jimin: I was so stupid ... I made childish decisions... I was sorry earlier but it was already late ...

Cheonsa: For what? It wasn't late for anything... Even if you had come the first moment you felt sorry, I would have forgiven you... I would... Can you hear? That's because I fuxking love you so much!

Jimin went closer to her and hugged the crying Cheonsa.

Jimin: So sorry... I am really a dumb, mindless everything you can call.

Cheonsa: I hate you Park Jimin, I hate you! But I still love you... I will never forgive you...

Cheonsa was not hugging him because it was so odd for her now. It was so hard to accept.

Jimin: So sorry, love... I know everything you have been through... I am the guilty for all those...

Cheonsa: And now, I can't believe you anymore... And those records... What we're all of them?

Jimin: I... I cried every night... Because of my stupidity... I couldn't come back to you... I recorded them... Just like I was talking to you... That was like a diary for me... I knew you changed your number and then I recorded them and sent to your previous number. I know that number is broken because you threw your phone and it was broken...

Cheonsa: That was just one of them... I had so many hysteias because of you! I cried, I broke things... Still I didn't blame you until I recovered... I still blmae myself for loving you..  I shouldn't ha-

Jimin didn't want to hear her last sentence. He already started crying.

Jimin: No... Please don't finish that sentence. Please, don't say that. I am sorry but I promise I will not break you again... Please trust me one more time...

Cheonsa: No... Jimin, everyone deserves a second chance but not you... Because you were not an everyone for me.. you were and exception that's why I don't want to give you a second chance...

-After a week-

Talia: Cheonsa, take away these stuff right now!

She came to the class with her arms fulled with flowers.

Cheonsa: Aish, again?

Eira: Oh gosh, this guy!

Cheonsa: Hahaha, I did the best thing with not forgiving him! Look, I receive flowers every day!

Talia: What about me guys? I am the one that survives here! I am tired of being a delivery girl😖😫

Cheonsa: He is going to be here at the first class. I am going to break his heart.

Talia: What...? What are you planning? Please don't waste those precious flowers!

Eira: What is spinning in your little devil mind?

Cheonsa: You will see.

After sometime class started and Jimin came. Teacher was late today and it was what Cheonsa wanted. When everyone including Jimin was in the class she stood up from her seat with the flower bouquet.

Cheonsa: Guys, everyone, I wanna give you present. Don't ask why, I just want it.

She gave a flower to each student including Eira and Talia.

Cheonsa: Humm, master, here this last one is for you.

She gave the last one to Jimin. Jimin was sad because she did such a thing. She even didn't take only one for her.

Jimin: Then Cheonsa~ssi, I give you back this flower as a present for you.

Cheonsa: No, thanks. I will receive one tomorrow again which I am so tired of.

And she went to her seat then the teacher came.

-After classes-

Cheonsa: Girls, I have some work.

Talia: You are lying! You are going to have blind date with Jimin, right?

Cheonsa: No of course! I am going to know my biological family with Taehyung. I shall meet him at the gate.

Eira: Ok then, bye! We will go to relax someday later.

Cheonsa: Ok. Let me give you a word. I will take you to a cafe one day after classes.

Talia: I will choose the location!

Eira: Okay okay, whatever. Bye Cheonsa!

Cheonsa: Bye!