Chapter 37

Chapter 37

　　Simona giggled.

　　Amelia looked up and smiled, unguarded, happy, hopeful. I turned around and stalked out. "I'll prepare the bottle," I pressed. Even though I wished she wouldn't, Amelia followed me downstairs. She watched me the entire time as I prepared the formula. I could feel her questions hovering in the room between us. She didn't ask, only kept cooing at my daughter.

　　When the bottle was ready, I went over to her. She leaned into me. "Why don't you feed her while I hold her?"

　　I stared into those blue eyes, feeling reminded of the way I felt when I stood on the dunes in front of my beach house, peering toward the ocean.

AMELIA-----------------------------------------------------------------------

　　Leo kept his promise. The next day he came home at dinnertime. To be honest, I was surprised. I hadn't thought he'd keep his promise that he'd given with my naked body on top of him. Maybe I had my own trust issues to work through.

　　He looked surprised when he walked into the kitchen where we had dinner the last few days. Sybil stood from where she was seated, obviously unsure how to act. Elia stood as well and inclined his head before he grabbed his plate and headed through the backdoor, probably toward the guardhouse. He and I'd cleared things up in the morning after Leo informed him that I knew what was going on. Elia had been awkward after that, obviously embarrassed, but I'd told him that he'd done his job and that I wasn't angry. He couldn't have told Leo "no" after all.

　　"Why don't you eat in the dining room?" he asked. Simona grinned when she spotted her dad. Her fingers and cheeks were smeared with smashed peas, but Leo didn't seem to mind. He walked up to her, pressed a kiss to her forehead, and barely escaped her dirty grabby hands before she could ruin his suit.

　　Daniele didn't react in any way, only clutched the fork with the speared carrot slice in his little fist. For a moment, I caught the longing in his eyes, though. He wanted to be close to his dad, but something stopped him Leo turned to Daniele and kissed the top of his head before he walked up to me. Daniele watched us closely. Leo touched my shoulder and squeezed lightly before he took a seat across from me. I couldn't deny it. I was disappointed. I wished he'd have kissed me. Maybe he worried how Daniele would react. After all, his mom had been dead for only six months.

　　"I prefer to have dinner in the dining room," he said simply.

　　I hated that there was a distance between us when we weren't alone. "I didn't know you'd be home for dinner."

　　"I told you I'd be, and it'll remain that way. If I can't make dinner, I'll give you a call."

　　Sybil put a plate with roasted pork, mashed potatoes, and maple balsamic Brussels sprouts that were to die for down in front of him. He gave her a curt nod.

　　"I'll check on the laundry," she said and slipped out, leaving her half-eaten plate.

　　"We can have dinner in the dining room from now on," I said.

　　Daniele grabbed a piece of his pork and tossed it under the table. Leo's expression shifted to anger, but I quickly shook my head then said to Daniele, "Now it's your turn to eat a bite."

　　Daniele speared a piece of pork and stuffed it in his mouth, chewing dutifully.

　　Leo's brows furrowed. "What's going on?" His voice was moderately calm, but I could tell that he didn't approve of the situation.

　　"Daniele and I have a deal. He can feed Loulou scraps if he eats a bite in turn."

　　Leo released a breath. Simona began to whine, stretching out her arms toward him. He got up, wiped her face and hands with a wet dishtowel, and put her on his lap before he continued with dinner. I stifled a smile. It was an adorable sight Leo dressed in his three-piece suit, looking impressive and powerful, with tiny Simona on his lap in her sunflower dress. He hadn't even complained about the flowers. Again, Daniele's eyes slanted to Leo, who was staring down at Simona and didn't notice.

　　I stroked his head gently. He peered up at me, his small face so sad and helpless, it turned my stomach over. If only he'd speak to me.

　　Feeling Leo's eyes on me, I picked up my fork and ate a bite of my pork. "How was your day?" He hadn't told me anything about what he did during the day so far, but he hadn't exactly been home early enough to talk.

　　"The usual."

　　Maybe I should have expected an evasive answer like that. After all, Simona and Daniele were in the room. Talking about his type of business around them might scar them even more than their mother's death.

　　"What did you do?"

　　"We went to the dog park again, right?" I said to Daniele, who gave a small nod before dropping a piece of pork on the floor. "And Elia helped me set up my painting room." I couldn't wait to paint again, to lose myself in my art.

　　Leo's gaze traced my face in a way that made me feel self-conscious. I straightened my bangs, wondering if he still hated them. They were part of me, had always been.

　　"I was thinking we could spend the weekend down at my beach house."

　　My eyes widened. It had been a while since I was at a beach.

　　Leo tried to catch Daniele's eyes. The boy had definitely perked up hearing about the beach. "What do you think, Daniele? We can build sandcastles like last time."

　　Daniele gave a small shrug, which was something.

　　Leo and I took the children to bed after dinner. Leo put Simona down in her crib while I helped Daniele change. It was easier that way. Daniele didn't get as upset, and so shortly before he was supposed to sleep that was for the best. I covered him with his blanket when he lay in bed and tousled his hair. "Loulou will love the beach."

　　Daniele's mouth tugged into a small smile. Then his gaze darted to something behind me. He bit his lower lip. A shadow fell over us and a moment later, Leo bent down and kissed Daniele's forehead. "Sleep tight."

　　I stood and with the last wave at Daniele, I extinguished the lights and closed the door. I followed Leo down the hallway, but before we could reach the staircase, he turned to me, grabbed my neck, and kissed me deeply, stealing my breath. My body sprang to life immediately as he pressed me into the wall, his big palm on my breast, kneading, his hips grinding against me. He was hard, digging into my belly insistently.

　　"Bed," I whispered.

　　"Fuck no."

　　I blinked but Leo didn't allow me to get my bearings. His mouth on mine, he grasped my upper thighs and hoisted me up. "Right here. Against this wall."

　　My eyes widened. Leo bites down on my throat then lavished the spot with his tongue. "What about Sybil?"

　　"Gone." His growl vibrated against my skin. Holding me up with one muscled arm, and the pressure of his strong body, he slipped his hand between our bodies. The hiss of his zipper sent a shiver down my spine a moment before he shoved my panties aside and entered me in one hard stroke. I arched, half in pain, half in pleasure. It was the first time he took me without much preparation.

　　His mouth pressed against my ear. "Didn't I tell you to stop wearing those over-the-knee socks and ridiculous dresses?"

　　I met his gaze, grinding myself against him, chasing the pleasure even as my body fought to accommodate Leo's length. "Is this my punishment?" My lips teased up into a challenging smile.