and I am

J GIVES KAI UNSETTLING LOOKS as he watches the god sit calmly in front of him, sipping his hot cocoa out of his mug. J's palms grow sweaty and itchy while staring at the Man he has been on the run from for the past four months. He hasn't seen him since the night of the robbery and he had thought the god had forgotten all about him only to be greeted with a surprise guest this evening. 

The Diner is filled with the low hums of music mixed with the quiet chatter of the customers. It is a well-lighted building and that installment doesn't make J feel any less scared because he can now fully see Kai's facial features which haven't changed since the first time he met him 11 years ago. 

Kai raises his head up to stare at the curly haired after noticing he hasn't taken a sip of his drink, "Aren't you going to drink that? It might get cold and lose its taste."