Love Realisation

Ch - 40

He tight his grip on her wrist, move dangerously close to her face and says by clenching his jaw, "Don't you dare to take anyone's name from your mouth, date is not in the context because if anyone even put their eyes on what's mine, you can't imagine what i will do with them... They have to face the real hell for this... And also you, if don't want me to do anything than dare not look at anyone naaz..."

She look at his red angry eyes, their hot breaths caressed with each other skin.. She smiles from inside by seeing his reaction, this clearly shows that he also has some feelings for her definitely. This closeness effect her badly, heart is pumping, feeling numerous butterflies flying inside her stomach.. But she somehow control herself...

As to bring out everything from his mouth she have act brave, shying is not going to work here. Taking a breath she says by grabbing his collar, "Then you also heard mr. Monster sidharth shukla, from next time if i saw you flirting with anyone...i swear will break your face and don't even know what I'll do with that Lady.. And remember one more thing, whatever you do, I'll repeat the same."

He look at her eyes, in which once he wanted to see fear for him. But it never happens and now he don't even want also, the thing which attract him towards her is her fearless attitude, the stubbornness which he hate but  feels proud also. She is the only one in whole word who can make him shut. Suddenly he remember her last words and smirks..

He caresses her cheeks by his thumb and says, "So you'll repeat whatever i do? Hun?" She gulped her saliva, dying from inside but trying to be normal, "Hmmm." Smirking he bend down, inhaled her scent and says near ear, "Words muffin." Closing eyes she breaths heavily and unknowingly fisted his shirt.

He cupped her face from one hand and start giving her wet kisses on the crook of her neck, "You break so many rules." She arch her head back automatically, his warm lips sending chills to her cold skin.. Breathing heavily she bit her lips in order to control her moans, she can't able to stop him from doing anything now...because already give her heart to him, accept her marriage completely..

No matter how it started, she will give her best to make everything right.. He don't want to be close to her but this scent of her is make him loose his mind. Just thinking to tease her but now lost completely on devouring the beauty, her hand which massaging his scalp unknowingly turn him damn on.. Already her presence made him hard and if she continue doing this..he will end up tearing her clothes now.

A moan left out from her mouth when he bit her hard, "sidhaarthhh." Her moan bring him back to the senses, shit, its going to tuff for him to stop after that and he don't want to do anything with her.. Taking a breath he move his tongue on the place for shoothing the bite and says, "This is the payback for what you did in birthday night."

Not want her to think that he actually lost on her again. Taking a breath he pulled back and says, "Eat your food now, I'll asks my mens to send footage." Said he rushed to the washroom, because desperately need a cold shower. But stop in the door and again says, "Eat before i come muffin, if you don't want me to repeat the stunt again."

Sana sit on the bed and touch the skin where he bits, her cheeks turns deep tint of red,. Smiling blushingly she pick the food and start eating by keep remembering all memories, good one that she have with sidharth.. From their first kiss, the birthday surprise, all days they spend together, cuddling at night to the moment they share just now....

"Control your blush Sana, otherwise he'll come to know that you...you...yes.. I love him.. I love you sidharth the monster. Never i thought that this day will come, i fell in love with the person whom was hate the most. My first ever love, hayeeee... I feels butterflies on my stomach by think about all this."

"Always heard that love is something very beautiful feeling thing in the world but..today i can feel,..it makes me feel like the top of the world... I can't even breath properly, calm down Sana.. He'll definitely come to know if i behave like this and i dont want this now.. Until come to know the reason behind his nightmares, and why he always behave like this, monster.."

"But...i have to find out one more thing that he love me or not?.. There's something definitely, that i can feel by seeing the anger on his eyes by the thought  that I'll date someone else... Hehhe....hayee he looks so cute sometimes... Ufff...sana baby you need to pull your shoes on ,, there's so much work to do. And control your that heart which starts jumping everytime he comes close."

Sidharth stand under the shower, water droplets falling all over him, hands are rested on the wall. "What is happening with me? Why it is happening? I....don't want to be near her but...whenever she avoid me i feels like mad man...her ignorance making me anxious.. I can't believe that for the first give someone explanation for my deed.. No.. This is not me."

"And what i did after that, don't want to...i mean...obviously she made me hard by her one single look but...i...i can't use her for my own satisfactions..she..is not like the others girls...with whom i spend nights..but fuck...i always loose control in front of her...she didn't deserve this...because i don't know what is she thinking but there nothing can be happened like normal couple between us in future."

"That word..the opposite of hate..i can never give her that, nor any commitments.. And also the day she come to know about what i am? The mafia thing and whatever i did..she'll definitely hate me..the actual hate.. I can't tolerate that,..don't know why? But i can't?.. I...also can't keep her here for lifetime like a captive, lock in this mansion."

"No..she deserves happiness..and i don't have that...i need to do something...so that she can live her life happily without any fear.. People will harm her if she be with me but if i leave her, no one will think do anything with my muffin... She will be safe and happy for lifetime... But..no i can't...can't let her go away from me... I am addicted to her... Ughh... "

"I'll kill if saw someone else with her,..not possible for me to tolerate when anyone put their eyes on her..." He hit his fist on the wall in anger.. " But i have to...can't be selfish...she don't deserve to be in hell.. I brought her here, now its my work to give her back the life she actually deserve..." Wrapping towel he move near the mirror and says, "Spend your days with this monster muffin, untill i find some way to keep you happy and safe."

Sighing he come outside and saw sana sleeping by holding the teddy.. Didn't realize when a smile spread on his lips, resting his head on the wall he kept looking at her. When find her smiling in sleep, moving near her he caresses the soft cheeks and whispers, "Swear you'll soon be happy in real also.." Taking breath he get ready and move downstairs.

Near afternoon sana open her eyes, stretching arms she look around the room but find no one in the room. Just then her eyes fall on a packet, written muffin on it. Narrowing brows she open it and find a pen drive from it with a note, "Proof." Smiling she look at the pen drive for some seconds and again keep it inside the packet.. "I trust you monster.."

She going to get down from the bed when suddenly heard something ringing.. A phone ringtone which come from inside the pillow.. She aside the pillow and shocked to saw a phone ringing there and monster written in the place of caller. Biting lips she blushed and pick the call, "Hello, who's this?" Sidharth replies, "Very bad acting, now listen..you can call anyone, wants to.."

Sana smiles and says, "Why you save your name with monster?" " Because i know you would definitely do it,..one more thing muffin..don't dare to get down from bed.. I have some work, see you after sometimes." Said sidharth. She smiles and says, "Ohk bye.. I..." She bit her tongue and cut the call.

Sidharth frowns and put the phone aside, he look at the man near him and gesture something..."aaahhhhhhhh" A loud voice come from the mouth of the man who just loose his two fingers. Sidharth bend down to him and says by keeping the knife under his chin, "Who send you for killing me? Split it out before i cut every single piece of your body.."

He put the knife on his chin and slide slightly... "Aahhhh" Again the man winced...

"Count of five, i want the name." Said sidharth by pressed the knife near his jaw.. "One", " Two", "Three", " Four"...."fiv.." ... Before sidharth complete the man says, "Ra...

rajveer...he give money to my people for planning your..accident.." Sidharth collides his brows and asks, "Why? Reason?"

"We are contractor killer sir, just need the money and name of the people whom have to kill..i don't know anything.." Said the man. Nodded sidharth look at his mens and says, "lock him up for some days, need to know what one have to go through for coming between sidharth's way." He move near the basin open his shirt which has blood stains and wear a new one..

Washing hands he thinks, "I can't let her see the blood on my hands..before that have to do something.."....

Here Sana freshen up and going to wear clothes when her eyes fall on sidharth's t shirts.. " This man only have the collection of black or grey, where are the other colours?" Shaking head in disbelief she pick out a black t-shirts and shorts.. Giggling wear those and come outside the closest..

Sidharth just then enter inside the room and stare at her with narrowing brows, "Where are your clothes?" Sana made a sad face and says by laying on the bed, "I am not well na, ..your clothes feels comfortable.." He nodded and says, "Ohk, I'll order more this type clothes for you." He move to the closest by whispering, "Cute muffin."

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