love you

Ch - 62

Sidnaaz enter inside the party together, she attend the ceminars but this type of big parties are not habitual for her. Sometimes it made her feel suffocated, she don't want to come actually but can't disappointed him. He try to change so much according to her, than can't she do a simple adjustment.. And that too when he is with her.

Sidharth look at her and asks, "Fine?" She nodded smilingly by blinking her eyes. Just then few business delegates of him come there, and he get busy in discussing about his business n all. Didn't realize when leave her hand during talking. Sana stare at his handsome face with a smile, not get any of the things he is saying.

Business is really not her cup of tea, suddenly she starts missing her life in the hospital, the time she spend with her patients, how they request her to bring something tasty for them. She miss every thing, sometimes think to tell sidharth about joining again but she don't know how will he react.

And also before going to treat any other patient, she need to make sure that he come out completely from his darkness. As already told that nothing is important for her more than his happiness, never knew when start loving him to this extent. Smiling in her own thoughts she look at the other side..

Suddenly get a slight push when someone come from front and hug him tightly., "Ohh.. Sidharth how are you? Long time no see." Sana look at the lady who is wearing a black bodycon off shoulder dress with slid cut on the one side of the dress which shows her long leg. That Lady broke the hug and says, "You growing handsome day by day."

Nodded sidharth says, "Humm.. Nice to meet you." Sana look at him frowning and when the lady says, "I miss the night we were together , last time... Its really fun." Rolling eyes Sana cleared her throat by giving sidharth a deathly glare, as his hand is still on her which boiled sherni's blood..

Closing eyes he pulled his hand off and says, "Meet sh...shehnaaz my wife and naaz she is my.." Before he complete she says, "One night stand, i see." He look at the other mens and whispers near ear, "Naaz behave.. She is our client." She huffs and says, "With whom you had private businesses, i guess."

He roll his eyes and start talking about other business related topics. The man with whom the deal is going to sign is discussing something with sidharth. Sana is continuously fuming in anger, the thing triggered her most that in an hour almost every lady present in the party give their comments on a fun night with her husband and he wants her to behave....

And also talk with them casually like nothing happened ever. She never thought to bear this kind of thing any day, suddenly start feeling so suffocated with him.. Huffing she look him busy with some men, and go from there without informing him. Didn't realize when her eyes filled with tears, coming outside she settled on the cruise and ask them to leave.

Sidharth turn back and shocked to saw no one with him, narrowing brows he look all around the party but still didn't find her anywhere., suddenly a fear rise inside her, which he feels since long. Taking out phone he going to call her but before that his one men calls, "Boss, we saw ma'am leaving with the cruise by which you both came."

Frowning he asks, "When?".... "Few minutes before." Said the man. Hang up sidharth rushed outside and move to the island by other cruise. He continuously trying her phone but all calls gone unanswered. Groaning he punch the walls in anger, he is tensed about her, angry with her.. How can she leave like this?

Sana reached and going to enter inside the house when remember its an automatic lock which's remote is with sidharth. Sighing she leaned to the door,  try to control the tears because guards are standing there. Its hurt her so much by imagining him with all those ladies, the hostesses face is also come in her mind.

Clenching jaw she walks on the back side of island, ask the guards to not come behind her with red angry eyes and sit on the edges. She don't want to let any thinking come in her mind but didn't able to forget whatever those ladies came and said. She accepted his past, the mafia thing.. But can't do anything with her emotions. Every time she can't be the patience one.....

And the behaviour he shows by ask her to shut in front of that ladies is making her more Angry. Groaning she stands up and threw a stone on the sea..... Here sidharth reached and going to enter when remember the lock and asks the guards, "Where is naaz?"... "Sir ma'am in the back, she asked us to leave her alone...in anger."

Gritting teeth he start taking large steps towards her, and the thing he saw is scared him to no end. He look at her standing on thr edges and look at the sea, shaking head he rush there and yells by pulled her back from from shoulder, "What the fuck you are going to do?" She startled by his sudden reaction.

But soon it change into an extreme anger, she jerk his hand off and says, "Don't worry i am not doing anything, not that weak." He yells again, "Then what you are doing by standing at the edges?" She roll her eyes and says in the same loud voice, "Nothing... Just standing... Why do you care? Hun?"..

Groaning he grab her arm and move towards the front, naaz try to free her hand and says, "Sidharth leave my hand...ghh.." Opening the door he enter inside, she jerk her hand anyhow and yells, "What are you doing?" Nodded he pulled her close by grabbing both arms and yells, "Tell me about your doing, why the fuck you leave without informing me once. I said be with my side all the time."

"Why you every time have to do the opposite of what i said?" Fisting hand she jerk his hands off and yells with teary eyes, "So what should i do,hun? Stand there and count how many more girls will come and share their private experiences with my husband. That's what you want me to do, hun? You know what sidharth, i tried not to react or think much."

"When heard a fun night you spend with that hostess in the jet, i controlled myself that its your past but again today.. I am just standing besides you and see the way your ex's flirting with you and you also responded well. almost all ladies present there had a record with my husband.. You know how its feel when they said those things to you by giving me weird smirk..."

"Maybe trying to show that my husband is not mine but everyone's... Actually they might know you more than me, i remember the girls you took after brought me to your mansion. That time its not hurt because you were no one to me, but sidharth... Now it's like someone continuously piecing sharp needles inside my heart and remind me that you are not mine..."

"And its hurt more sidharth when you asked me to behave in front of them.. You were talking like there's nothing matter... Maybe not for you but it is matter for me... I never imagine in my life that have to tolerate my husband's night stands and their comments on how good he is in bed... I am sorry but i am not that modern who should be easy with all this things..i am done.."

Said she close her eyes and let the tears escape, he stand there like a statue. Never knew that she is feeling all this, nor he know about those ladies be present there and talk like this. He was just behave cordially but not know that it will effect her in this way. .. How could she thinks that they know him more than her? Taking a breath he move to her and says by pulled her close by grabbing her waist,

"What you said? They know me more than you. How could you even think like that naaz.. I know had a past with them, may many more come in future but none of them know who sidharth is? Not even a inch of me is known to them? They just know the mafia sidharth shukla, and you know why i done those night stands.. In order to take my anger, rage, hatred all the worst things i have on my mind."

"All they know is a beast who is just capable of ruin everyone, kill his enemies,. None of them has the power to raise my those heartbeats, which happens only by your presence. None hold any power on my body, the goosebumps, the current i feel by your one breath which caresses my skin... Is never happened by spending whole night with them. None of them can make me hard like hell by only one glance and pouty face of them."

"None of them sleep on my arms every day, like the way you does. None can ever made me mad by only their scent, a fucking scent which make me obsessed like hell with you. And now i freaking obsessed with each and everything of yours... You said they know me,... Naaz none of them ever saw me fighting with a nightmare, none have the power, not even any medicine to stop those nightmares but you have..."

"None know the singer sidharth, who now sing only for his muffin. I never read boring love stories with anyone, i never care for any of them... None ever made me feed the way you does. None can hold the power on my life, breath, every fucking beats..the way you does.. I just talk with them related to business, they are not even exist for me.."

"You said i am not yours,... How could you say that, when every single cell of my is only yelling your name all the time. The only one person in the world, who can make sidharth do anything by only her one kasam.. Is you.. The night i spend with them is nothing, not even exist in my thoughts.. And trust me, after seeing you for the first time,.. I never be with anyone.... Those ladies i brought was only for showing everyone that i was not affected by you..."

"But deep down i know that... The damage is done by your first glance..." Both the eyes are shedding numerous tears, he cupped her face and says by touching their noses to each other, "I never feel anything for them... But... I love you naaz.... I love you to that extent that you can't even imagine... I always loved you from the first day, and i will always love you even in the after life... You are mine and i always intended to be yours....."

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Let's see what happens next!!!