Fights

Ch - 69

Sana turns her face to him, her brows dwindle, "Why I can't join the hospital again?" Closing eyes he left out a sigh, don't want to indulge in an argument related to all this now. Just a day ago they confessed, is it necessary to discuss about this now. When somewhere he knows that it will not end up without a fight which he doesn't want to do at this moment...

Breathing near her neck he says, "Naaz look, this is not possible... Can't we discuss all this later? I don't want to ruin thi..." She turns her body towards him and says, "Our honeymoon, right?" He looks at the other side and nodded in yes slightly, "See it might sound weird but we get this time after so much of things. I don't want to do again fight and..." He huffs...

She cupped his neck and says by setting his flicks which falls on his forehead, she loves to ruffle them a lot. He looks cute with scattered hair, "And why you think that we will fight in discussing all this?" He stares at her face and says by tracing his fingers on hair falling on her shoulder, "Because you will be stubborn and I play the part of my monster side because of anger."

She chuckles slightly and says by clasping his both big palms on her small one, "Hmm. You are right, we might fight about this or any other issues shortly in future but see Sidharth. If we never fight than it will look fake, like we are not really what we are, or showing our feelings, thoughts any emotion. It feels like we are hiding ourselves from the other."

"When we love someone or someone who love us, the thing is important is that we should be in our own self, not something that we want others to see. As you think, that we should skip the talk otherwise we will fight, it does nothing but creates a kind of burden or suffocation inside you, me, us..."

"Which will one day blast out and can tear us apart. Keeping things inside is not give you anything but take you away from the person from whom you want to keep those things away. You care about fights, I think we should do fights it's good for a relationship. The thing matter is how we are not let that fight affect us and mend it out and come back with a more strong relationship."

"If you noticed that whenever we fight, from the beginning. With every end of the fight, after the patch-ups we became more stronger, our relationship become more stronger, we come out with a more strong bond with each fight... Having fights is normal, we can't skip it but yeah we should take care that it does not become ugly for us that we start hating each other after that."

"And most of the time we do fight for each other, with each other. Most of the time it happens because one person thinks it's for the other's good while others know that sometimes the person is overacting. But also sometimes both are wrong or one is. So moral of the story is not scared of fights, we can handle it."

Sidharth smiles by staring at her face for a minute then says by giving a peck on her knuckles, "I think you are a philosopher, doctor's degree is definitely fake." She narrowed her brows and says, "Oh hello I can show you the results, hun...I was the rank holder." He cupped her face from one hand and says, "Listen naaz, I know think nothing will happen but what's the need to join hospital when you can have anything just a phone call away."

She furrows and says, "Sidharth it's my passion, not all the time people do everything for money. I wasn't say anything in all these days because...the situations are not right. But now when you are fine, I am fine everything is fine...then I want to...it was my dream to treat people..please..." Huffing he look at the other side and says, "You are not getting me naaz."

"Remember the accident, the whole one month when you're treating me? That one." She nodded with a confused reaction, he looks at her...never wanted to say her about all this but he has to....because she needed to understand the situation. "That wasn't any normal accident, someone attack to kill me."

Her eyes open wide in shock, not for a second she thought that it would be an attempt to kill him. The mere thought of this is made her heart skip a few beats, this means his life is in danger... She looks at him from top to toe didn't know what to say, how to react. Her heartbeats are increased in fear, suddenly...

He knew this will come, the soul reason he never wanted her to know the depth of this world, never want her to see what he do in the basement. After some time she holds his hand tightly and says, "Why anyone... wants to kill you?" He bit his lips and says by staring at her brown ones with his olive ones, "Because I killed their people, this what this world is. Killing in return of killing, revenge."

She closes her eyes tightly, knows very well who he is but hearing these type of things are new for her. She might be very strong about other things, but really don't know anything about this mafia thing. "But you killed the bad people na? Then why they want to take revenge or kill y..?" She can't even want to say those words.

He pulled her into a hug and says, "Seems my philosopher muffin becomes a cute one again." She fists his t-shirt and says, "I don't know anything about all this." He caresses her hair and says, "I never killed any woman or kid, who is innocent. Those who want to seek revenge also belong to this world, see I can't make you understand in details."

"Just I kill there men's for something, then they try to take revenge. Although none get successful ever, I survived all the time." She looks at him in a jerk and says, "Someone tries to kill you before also?" He nodded and says, "Remember we met the first time in a hospital when you treated me.".

Widened her eyes she shook her head and says, " Then why still not left all this mafia thing, your life is in danger...i...I can't see you injured again. Thought of losing you gives me a heart attack." He pecks on her nose and says, "The same attack I am going through when you talk about joining a hospital or roaming around like normal people."

"See baby, I can not leave all this. If I do, every single enemy I have will come and destroy you, me, aadi all... Once I lost everything because of not had any power, I can't pass through the same thing again. Until I have all this power at least I can protect you all. The people around, fear me, and I have to let the fear be for forever."

"Please try to understand naaz." She looks downward and says, "I will never force you to leave anything but its not possible for me to sit in the home for my whole life. It will create a kind of suffocation, anger which will end our relationship one day and I don't want this." Didn't realise when a teardrop falls from her eyes...

Sidharth wiped it and says by touching his nose to her, "Shhh...don't say like this nothing will happen to us... Living life like you before do is not possible but..." He sighs and says, "Fine you will join the hospital, but with my rules otherwise not..." She lifts her wet eyelashes to him, a subtle smile appears on her lips, "Really?" She hugs him tightly and says, "I love you."

He pecks on her hair and says, "I love you, but remember my rules." She pulled back and asks with narrowed brows, "Which rules?" He wipes her face and says by tugging the hair strands behind, "That I will tell you later before joining. So now when everything sorted can we enjoy the time now?"

Smiling she nodded and says by packing his lips, "I have one thing for you, go to the room and give me fifteen minutes. Don't come outside before I ask you for." He narrowed his brows and says, "Again surprise?" She blinks her eyes and says, "My last surprise." He slams on her head and says, "Don't say like this ever...you know I hate this last kind of talks."

Making a pout she says, "I mean for now, after this, I will finally complete my one promise which I made to you." He raises his one brow and asks, "Which promise?" She gets up from him and says by putting both hands on her waist, "If I tell you then what about the surprise. Now go from here., I need some men's help."

He stands in front of her and says, "First change this dress and wore something better, and I can also help you." Rolling eyes she says, "Obviously I will change first, and I don't want your help. Let's go now, chh chh chhh.". He shook his head on her weird sounds and both darted towards the room.

Sana herself in his pjs and t-shirt, she is not at all interested in wearing her clothes. He looks at her and says, " From next time I will buy dresses for myself, as you don't need anything darling." Said Sidharth by doing something on his MacBook. She shows him a tongue and goes from there.

James helps her to bring the things she wants to the place, Sidharth can hear her voices from outside when she shouted at them in her cute funny style, "Hayeee James, why you want to give me an attack? Shhhh shhhh don't make noises...monster is here."

Sidharth left out a chuckle, she herself makes a sound and asks them to keep quiet, "Hahaha..." Suddenly his phone rings, "Hm aadi.." He replies, "We have the person who sneaking information about your family."

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Let's see what happens next!!!