I can never hate you

Ch - 75

"One day you will be shaking in fear, note my words." Sidharth's own words roam around his head again and again. Every time he said to her all this..."Show me some fear, muffin.".. All are pinged on his head like someone keeps slamming a hammer on his head, her face gets blurred due to hot water-filled on his eyes, feels like someone keeps piercing sharp needles inside his heart continuously.

A sudden ache comes all over his muscles, he never wants to witnesses this thing ever in life, not even that time when he asks her to show fear. He said because always love the way she counters back, never thought that his own words will back off on him like this. And when it becomes true he will be the most broken one, dying to take his own words back.

She is scared of him, his naaz, his muffin his life is going away from him. The girl who always fights like a fierce, who promised to never leave his side in any chance now has fear in her eyes from him. Nothing can be worst for him than a thing, it feels like all brightness, colours she gave him in his life again take all back with her and pushed in the same darkness again.

He moves a step back in kind of unconscious when his legs shake and he falls on the floor, but that also didn't affect him a little. His red swelled eyes are just staring at her face, who is looking all around except him. He feels like a bird who is just learning to fly but someone suddenly cut the wings and pulled them back on the ground, leaving him in pain.

Sana still didn't realize what is happening around her, the scenes of blood are floating all over her eyes. Closing eyes she huffs when suddenly his face come in front of her eyes, the face which she loves to watch every time. Opening eyes she looks around and finds a scene which made her heart stop beat for a second, eyes are widened.

Her sidharth is sitting on the floor which looks like his worst condition, hair is messed, eyes continuously shedding tears and turned deep red, the face is stern looks like the sidharth whom she met for the very first time, which has a bucket of paint on it. She shook her head suddenly realize that she is the one who pushed him, his pain remove her all memories of shock pain in seconds.

Colliding brows she jumped off from the bed, sit in front of him and start wiping his eyes, face, "Sidharth." Words escape from her mouth bring him back from his dark lost world, the voice again stops him from drowning in the deep hole of darkness. She caresses his face and says, "Sidharth...I am sorry...i...push.."

He holds her hands with shaking hands and asks with his trembling voice, "You..are scared of me? You fear me naaz? You start hating me, you will leave me now right?" Tears start escaping from her eyes by seeing him like this, nodded in no she hug copped his face and says by looking deeply into his eyes, "See yourself what you see now? I love you sidharth...hating you is not possible for me in any way."

He stares at her eyes, the same which look unknown a minute before is now seems the similar ones whom he loves to stare at every time. The eyes who has immense love for him, one who promised him to not leave his side ever. Sana touches her forehead with him and says, "I...didn't know what happened with me at that time, i...was in some other zone."

He looks at her and pulled on his embrace tightly by wrapping hands around him, she also reciprocates the hug with the same intensity. "I love you naaz, please never think to hate or fear from me. Trust me I will die that day, I can never hurt in my wildest dreams." She nodded in yes, this is the single thing that she knows from the very beginning even before their love starts.

"I know sidharth, sorry...I was in...in whatever happened downstairs... Is he dead? Sidharth I am feeling so helpless he is begging for his life in front of me and I am not able to do anything. As a doctor, it's my duty, and as a human, it is my humanity but I can't...can't able to perform any of it..." He pulled her back and says by cupping her face, "Shh...listen to me first please."

"Naaz I told you thousands of time that you are a wonderful person, you have a beautiful heart doesn't mean everyone around you has the same. You know why that man was acting in front of you so that you can hate me and do something that they want you to." Sana narrowed her brows in confusion, "What?"

He nodded and says, "Hm...he is the one who plans my accident, try to take information about my personal life, my loved ones. So that they can destroy me, and he is not some very good man. Involved in crimes like killing, child abuse to human trafficking, rape cases everything. He is a bloody dealer and one of my enemies. He is not the one who deserves your humility or duty anything."

Sana stares at sidharth with wide-open eyes, all the words he said to give her a big shock. She is being trapped by a bloody criminal in their dirty game when they are not capable of any mercy of her or no one. Whatever sidharth was done with him is the best punishment for this type of people, and he wants to kill sidharth which rise a fit of sudden anger inside her. She can't let them destroy their relationship by playing any of their games.

She pecked his knuckles and says, "I am sorry sidharth, today I prove that I am idiot aadi's sister Idiot shehnaaz." Smiling slightly he pecks on her forehead and says, "I knew it from the very first meeting darling." Pouting she hit on his arms and says, "Sidharth I want to ask something, I mean want to know about everything because don't want any misunderstanding between us ever."

"Please tell me all truth, about what you do, your mafia business everything and also about the basement please." He looks at her face for some time and says, "I will tell you all, but before that swear to me naaz you will never go to the basement again. Promise me, I don't want to see you in that type of place darling please."

She nodded and says, "Ohk." He pecks on her soft lips and says, "Now let's sit properly first, then I will tell the things you don't know about me." They settled on the bed, sidharth lay by heading his back on the bedpost where naaz put her head on his shoulder, his one hand is wrapped around her and the other is busy playing with her long engulfed fingers.

He has some arms shipment business which is the main one in his mafia business., drugs supply in other countries, pharmacy company, has some casinos in several places of the country and out of the country. But he makes sure about not involving any human trafficking business, he can't do business with young girls.

Before even thinking his sister's face comes in front of him who is snatched from him because of this cruel world. Most of his enemies are there because he destroys their trafficking business and not interested in involved in any. That man is one of them. And in a normal business, he has a construction company which is his start.

Aadi and sidharth both are partners on it, except that they have several hotels, resorts, travel agencies all over the world and also in so many exports and import works. Not so many illegal businesses, and he said before that never killed any innocent people. But don't ask how many he killed till now because they are countless.

Sana heard him without any interruption, but her mind again stuck on the drug word. She saw many young adults come to the hospital, because of an overdose of those drugs, not everyone survives. Their lives end because of those dangerous drugs, she looks at sidharth and asks, "Don't you think drugs are not good? It harmful."

He looks at her and says, "It is, my drug business involves alcohol also. I am the mafia, have to be involved in this illegal business and it will not stop if I stop selling. People are addicted to it because they want it, and the drug one is involved because of the pharmacy business. I hope it also uses in medicines.".

"So please don't think about all this, see I told you everything and tomorrow will show you all the legal papers. There's not any secret left except that someone tries to find about my family, I don't know who but it's some lady. And her not contacting me is clear that they don't know the properties belong to me."

Sana narrowed her brows and gasps, "What? Why you didn't tell me before about this?" He  shook his head and says, "Why what will you do madam?" She turns to him and says by sitting on his lap in excitement, "Sidharth someone tries to find about your family, what if they know something that you don't or some old relatives."

He holds her by the waist and says, "I don't need any relatives after twenty-two years and there's nothing to know about them. I already lose everyone, now nothing can be important." She cupped his face and says after giving pecks on both cheeks, "Ohk but you should know na, who is the person. Give any message indirectly and ask to meet at someplace."

"And if the person so wants to know about you then will come which help you to find out about it." Smiling he pulled her close and says, "Sometimes you get so intelligent meri Jann."... " I am always." Nodded he pinned her to the bed in a jerk and whispers near her lips, "Now it's time for some romance."

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let's see what happens next!!