High School Journey

Take a moment I rethink about my freshman year, the first day of school was confusing, curious and exhausted. I didn't have many friends, as I could describe myself back then was ordinary. I didn't talk to anyone. The only one friend I had at the time was one of my friend from my junior high. As days went I learned more, made lots of friends, was more outgoing. Everyday was a normally routine I had to do. High school isn't easy as I always thought, it's a little bit more complicated, of course as it should. I met new teachers, new friends even made a good friendship with a girl I thought would never be friends. During my freshman year I had made many good memories with my teachers and friends. I joined lots of fun activities, events and many more. As a shy girl I became more active and confident. I struggled a lot with my hardships, obstacles and uneasy things I have been through. I stepped out of my comfort zone to shine on stage with many other students. I was like a little princess lost in the jungle, sometimes I fell while trying to get out but I never gave up for my life. Things went ups and downs, it was tiring. As a freshman student I felt depressed with many things like school, family and relationships. Sometimes, I felt like no one was with me but luckily there was a friend who I also see as a sister helped me through the bad times. Times does flies and won't wait for anyone, I moved to sophomore. This is when things really happened seriously, one of the most impressive year in my high school years. After came back from Vietnam where I was born. On first day of school I met a girl, a girl made a big impact in my life. We both started talking and became friends ever since. Somehow, I met her best-friend by chance. I and him started talking... I confessed to him the first day that we talked. That was one of my mistake in a relationship for not getting to know him more but decide to be in a relationship. Those days with him was wonderful I couldn't believe I would grow stronger and stronger. For some reasons I stopped talking to the girl I met at the beginning of the year for some months. After all we talked again but eventually everything went back to what it has been placed. The relationship I had with my ex was toxic maybe because I couldn't handle myself for small things. We argued most of the times, to be honest he taught me many things because of that I have many different points of views and perspectives. After all we broke up and everything went back to the way it was. I didn't talk to him after some months, in the meantime I met new people and get to know more about the society. My relationship had ended it left many good and bad memories for me, I don't think I can forget. As time flows we talked for some weeks then a thought came to my mind that I shouldn't be talking with him anymore. I don't want to ruin his new relationship, I wasn't sure that he is in a relationship but I could predict. I didn't talk to him or have any connections after all. I still continue on with my life, school, hobbies, things I do for daily life. I try to learn new things and upgrade myself, I read books, do meditation and stuffs to help my health and mental. High school years really flies and you might not know what you have gain from it. My sophomore year has been a bad year as I could say but in return like I have mention it taught me a lot on the road. I never regret anything or anyone have been through my life. Move on to my junior this year currently 2021 has been the fastest year. I couldn't imagine how things ended up so fast that I haven't feel anything yet, my senior will comes in any second. Honestly, I haven't prepare for what's to come next. I have many plans ahead, I promise to myself that I will try to reach all of my goals. I can't imagine how far I have gone. I have been through a lot which is not that much but I learned a lesson and I know how to take care of myself and love myself more. To end it here, I only could say "THE JOURNEY IS YET TO START"