Today was January 1st the start of a brand new year, the last few weeks flew by, things all blended, our break was amazing, New Year’s was awesome, I didn’t know what to expect for this year yet, I wasn’t sure of my goals yet. I still had to think of that, everything this year was different from last year. I wasn’t treated nicely by these guys, they tortured me, tormented me, left me wondering why I existed, made me feel less than a person.