ADMIRATION OR SAME SEX ATTRACTION?

"I am just joking, I don't even know your situation, but it is a very good book, try to read it", Stephen offered. I could not help but feel giddy hoping I would find a solution to my admiration for boys.

I thanked him continuously before leaving as I scrolled through the book on my way to the class. Either it is admiration or not, I will surely find the answers to my doubting mind.

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I got home that Friday and I couldn't be more joyous than ever when I saw my older brother Matthew at home. He just finished his 200 Level Second Semester as a student of Business Administration and he will be staying at home for more than 2 months. ' Maybe if I find answers to the big question in my mind, I can share it with him. I just hope he listens and helps too', I thought