DEAR DIARY

Dear Diary,

' Long time, I've missed writing my thoughts. I am writing this down as a result of a new finding in my life. I just realized a week ago that I have been attracted to six boys my whole life.

As much as it hurts to have that kind of feeling, I have to be positive and not think too much about it. I must have developed feelings for the same sex due to my hormone fluctuation.

Learning I had a feeling for the opposite sex light up my world as it made me feel less depressed about that weird feeling.

Rachael, my best friend, and crush said to me" Someone you regularly talk to, who happens to be the opposite sex, you will surely have a crush on that person"

That left me wondering 'Does she even have any feelings for me?

I exhale deeply trying not to remember the night I made that awful discovery about myself. Cleaning the pricks of tears down my face, I picked up my pen to write a poem that came to my mind.

I felt a wave of DÉJÀ VU

I felt down