Merry Christmas everyone. Sending you lots of love and wishes
I woke up screaming and thrashing around feeling hands trying to hold me down. I kept feeling his hands holding me down and trying to force himself on me.
I was out of it awake but still dreaming, I knew it was a dream but I just couldn't stop feeling like it was real and he was in front of me and it was scaring the hell out of me
"Hey Ashley it's me" I heard someone say holding me down though it sounded familiar it still sounded so distant like the voice was far away or in my mind.
" No no please" I said crying trying to push the hands off me but they wouldn't budge
" NO STAY AWAY FROM ME" I screamed hyperventilating
" It's Blake, your brother, not him okay" the voice said again softly releasing his hold on me and rubbing my hair I what seemed to be a comforting manner but I was still out of it moving away from him
" No no no no " I shook my hair mumbling backing away from him