Family ties broken

What could have gone wrong? This definitely isn't me, my whole life is almost crashing down because I seem to be messing things up. I thought I made a decision to be helpful and to fix everything I broke but it seems I'm doing the exact opposite. I've turned into a monster. Look at my kingdom it's almost destroyed and now my people are scared of me. They can't even stand or walk on thesame ground that I do. Killing king Olaf I think is the worst thing I did so far. Sophia has been quite helpful and she had once been willing to give up her powers for Torren and this is how I say thank you? I really am a monster who's definitely capable of anything. My friends now think of me as an evil twin. What is going on? If this continues I think I may lose all my friends. Freya seems to still believe in me but soon she'll get tired of it all. I just can't help it.