It twas not just the fact that I felt quite a bit lonely right now, that seemed to hurt me so bad right now. It was more the fact as to the reason as to just why it was that I was so lonely, as I really had not felt this way in quite a long time at the exact same time too, never the less. I knew that my mate was in danger, and I had quite a bit of some fear for her at the exact same time as well. In the end, it had been her decision, to go out of her way and follow that crazy cat in this journey out to the middle of no where, to some place that he had seen in his dreams.
I felt like the cat was a bit of an idiot for it none the less too, even though we had in fact found the place that he had been told to go to in his dreams. The reason as to why I was so angry at that cat, and I felt like he was stupid, was due to the fact that I knew that when we had been at the mountains, we could have a cat that could take care of my mate, and she would be the cat at the exact same time as well, who would save her life. Now it felt like my mate was on her death bed, on some journey to a two leg place, which I knew for a fact that I did not want to go back in to, ever again.
She was following that same cat that had brought us to this terrible place in the very first place any ways, as this felt like this was going to be the place that I was going to lose my mate never the less, as well. Not only that, but I would not even be there for the last few bits of her life either, due to the fact that he had of course, taken her in to that two leg place, for her to lose her life over there, which I was quite a bit certain of at the exact same time as well.
I felt like I wanted to cry, but I held my self in. I did in fact think that the cat was a bit of an idiot for taking us there, and I was not all too sure as to what it was that Oister had thought she was doing in thinking that it would be a good idea to follow him, but I really did not have much of a choice to go with all of them, as I knew that I did not want to lose my mate, as I loved her to death, and she was the only sort of meaning that it felt like I even had in my life, at the exact same time as well. I had lost all that I had ever loved as it was so far already.
I did not want to lose her either, but now, it felt like I was going to, and I was not even going to get to say goodbye to her, as I was now stuck out side in some nasty woods, which was the last place that I had wanted to be. I was alone, and it felt like there was no sort of hope left for me any more. I stared down at the rock that was below me, all at the exact same time as well, as I was not all too sure as to just what it was that was even going on with me right now in the very first place any ways, as I knew that I was surely stronger than this, right?
If I was stronger, than I would have been the one that would have offered to go with my mate in to that two leg place in search for the herb that would save her. Instead, I had left her to die there, just due to the fact that I did not want to go in to a two leg place ever again. I felt sick, as I did my best to try to shake off all of those thoughts from my head, all at the exact same time as well. I knew that I had to at least keep a little bit of faith in my self, and a bit of some faith in Moon, all at the exact same time as well, none the less.
After all, he had those dreams, the same dreams that I had once had, about a cat taking him to some sort of place that would be his new home. My new home was back there though, and I was not all too sure as to why I had left in behind, when I had worked so hard to get there in the very first place any ways. I sighed, as I felt a bit bad, as well as the fact that I felt like I was quite a bit overwhelmed with greed at the exact same time as well. I knew that he was right with what it was that he was doing, and I knew that I did not have much of any other choice but to follow my mate on this, at the exact same time as well.
After all, we both had seen the cats, and I had got to see my father one last time, to tell me that, we needed to follow Moon. I felt like my entire life was just going to be me following some thing, as I was not all too sure if I would ever find my self a home, and I was not all too sure if I would ever find my self a mate none the less, that I would have by my side til the end. I then began to curse my self, all at the exact same time as well, as I knew that I should not be having those kind of thoughts either, as I knew that I could not lose faith in her just yet.
I shivered, as I then began to roll around in the ditch that I was in, all at the exact same time as well, as I was quite a bit uncomfortable at the exact same time as well. I knew that I still had to keep hope, as it had simply just been a day, as it was so far, and even if Moon had in fact found the herb to save my mate, that did not mean that she was going to be back, and that she was going to be perfectly healthy once again, right away. I began to breath in, quite a bit to my self, as I then shook off all of those thoughts from my head, all at the exact same time as well, as I then got my focus on what it was that was going on right now, and where it was that I was at right now.
I blinked a few times, as I saw that Mint was beside me in my nest, as I knew that I had to take care of her. That was the mate of Moon for one thing, as I knew that if I could not take care of her at all, than I should not have any sort of trust on the fact that Moon would take care of my mate. I sighed a bit to my self, as I was about to turn my head over to Mint, all at the exact same time as well, until I saw some thing much different from the corner of my eye, all at the exact same time as well, as it was clear that some thing was moving around, from not all too far away from me, all at the exact same time as well.
What ever it was, it seemed like it was heading over to our nest. I was a bit freaked out, as I was a bit worried that it might be a coyote, or even worse, that it might be a wolf, but as I squinted my eyes at it, I realized that it was far too small for that to be the case at all, as I then let out a bit of a relieved sigh, which I felt like I should not do just yet, until I found out just what it was that was coming our way right now. I kept my eyes squinted at it, to try to see as to what it was, as I then all of the sudden saw the thing stop, all at the exact same time as well, as I saw that it was looking right at me now.
I began to breath in quite a bit at first, as I was a little bit freaked out by it, all at the exact same time as well, until I realized that what it was that was looking at me right now, was simply just a cat. Not just that how ever, it was not any normal cat, as this was the cat that Moon had been told to go and meet at the exact same time too, who in the end did not seem like the type of cat who wanted to make friends with us at all, sadly enough. I shook off all of those thoughts, all at the exact same time as well, as I was a bit lost by what it was that he was doing out here, as it was clear that he had followed our scent.
I tilted my head at him at first, as I stared him down for just a few moments, as I could see him staring right back at me, never the less. As he stood there for just a little while longer how ever, I then all of the sudden saw a few other cats begin to come out of the shadows, all at the exact same time too, as I was about to wake Mint up, a bit scared, as I was ready to tell her that we needed to run, until just before I did that how ever, I then saw the faces of the cats that had popped out of the shadows, just behind Youngtail.
I was quite a bit shocked by it, as the first cat that I saw, was of course, Ginger, as it seemed like she had all of the sudden, once again, changed her mind about going with us on the journey. Then, the 2nd cat, was my good old, long time friend, Hawk, as it made me crack quite a bit of a smile on my face, all at the exact same time as well, as it was starting to hit me, as to just what it was that was even going on right now, right in front of me, in the very first place any ways, as I had jaw dropped down low, as well as the fact that my eyes were wide open, as I saw that the had quite a big smile on their own faces, all at the exact same time as well, never the less.
I stared at them for just a little while longer, as not a single word seemed to want to come out of my mouth. I was about to go over to them, and greet them all at the exact same time as well, when all of the sudden, I saw a 4th, and final cat start to walk out of the shadows, all at the exact same time as well. I was a little bit lost by it, as I stopped my self, all at once, not all too sure as to who it could be, until I then saw the face of the cat join up with the others. The cat was impossible to miss, just by the pretty look that was on his face. He was a lot bigger than I had remembered him being, but still, I knew who the cat was all at the exact same time as well, as my mouth began to spout out some words, that I really did not have all too much control of never the less.
"This can't be! Owl!"