Chapter 13 Dreams before Prom

Dreams are sometimes weird, they start without background to what happened before this big event. I always looked forward to my dreams at night. Seeing Miguel in my dreams was the best parts of my dreams. When I was young I didn't dream about him romantically but as soon as I was 13 my dreams were about Miguel taking me to romantic places just him and me. He would surprise me with roses and hold my hand and drove us to this places with beautiful sceneries and Victorian houses. My dresses would change to the occasion and we would dance to Spanish music and we would be synced to each other like we knew what the other would do.

I loved dancing but never took classes or never had a partner that knew how to dance. I would also daydream of dancing when I was alone. I would make some steps and dance around the house. I self taught myself to dance belly dancing and I was good at it. I was practicing one day with my little brother and I also did yoga. I was so slim I was on my prime. I didn't eat much and I barely had money to buy anything. I also walked long distances with my brother and older sister. I only ate nachos and cheese or beans and fried eggs. I would be somewhere and I would imagine Miguel being there.

At night, I actually had dreams of Miguel coming unexpectedly towards me and we would leave running to somewhere exotic and go dancing, telling me I am the only one. We would innocently sleep side by side and talk all night. I would always wonder if he had dreams about me too.

I sneaked once to a night club with my sister, her friend and this Spanish guy before I was 18. I danced with this spanish guy, we were with. My dancing didn't match his dancing and all of a sudden we had to leave. I didn't know why my sister held my hand. She probably didn't want to loose me in the crowd and then somebody grabbed my hand behind me, I looked to see who it was but I didn't get to see the person.

When I was 15 my sister gave me this little adventures that I would never forget. We went swimming at night at a pond near my house and then swimming with another friend at a beach and you are not allowed to go at night. My dad would let us go out only with my sister's friend. We also had parties at my house and it was fun. my sister's friend would sneak beers and Miguel's sister was there. I would always wonder why Miguel didn't show up.

I had several dreams I was at a night club dancing and all the guys wanted to dance with me. When Miguel came to ask me to dance we were in the spotlight and dancing professionally. We were floating everywhere on the dance floor.

We had a spark, we were in sync and everything made sense between us. When I woke up, I wanted to go back and was able to finish my dreams with a kiss and I could only go so far for the longest time. I was a virgin, every time I kissed Miguel my dreams ended, I didn't know what else to expect.

Me and Miguel did go to the prom on a limo and hotel. and danced to Spanish music the night away. We exchanged glances and talked all night about our future. Any chance he got, he would hold my hand and hugged me and had his arms around me. We took a trip to a beautiful island, swam in the ocean and enjoyed the sun.