Prologue — Betrayal Hurts More, Than Death

Why did it came to be like this? To be accused by something I have never done... My life, had always been like this from the start, what was I expecting?

I was expecting for someone to save me,

Save me from dying..

I still wanna feel love, I wanna be loved..

Just before I die..

Let me have the things I never have before..

Footsteps can be heard outside of this empty dark room, as I can see a small light coming from the candle the person was holding. It was my cousin, my cousin came to meet me in this prison.. I felt so happy that I couldn't even help but smile as a tear fell down on my cheeks.

"There you are my lovely cousin... I have come to save you"

"Katrina..."

"You shouldn't feel all of this pain right?"

Those words made me feel warm, it feels like someone cares so much for me. Her hands was placed on my cheeks as she wipe away the visible tears. Leaning forward she embraced me tightly and patted my back gently. It was as if she's making me feel better..

She's comforting me...

"If only... If only you"

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"Weren't been born from the start"

As if my world just shattered into million pieces, I can feel her stabbing my back. It hurts.. It hurts so much, I can feel blood coming out of my mouth as I felt more weak than how I felt earlier.

"You are so pathetic, why did you even think that you'll have someone to love you?"

"You are nothing but a piece of trash"

"I don't even know why the emperor raced you! HAHAHAHA!"

"You are so pitiful right now, you know? If only you can see how you look like"

No, the place she stab me wasn't the one that hurts... The thing that hurts the most it the... Betrayal

I couldn't open my mouth to say the things I wanna say.. I don't have enough strength, I experience to much torture, that death, is just the best choice right now. If only... If only I could change this things, if only I could prevent this to happen, if only I had known that I'll be betrayed like this then I shouldn't have...

Trusted anybody..

I shouldn't have seeked for a father's love..

If I should have known..

Then, maybe I could've give them the worst punishment they could have.

I want to change everything.. If I could get a chance to change all of this, then I would love to.. I would treasure my life, and make the person who betrayed me suffer let them feel the pain that they gave me...

I want to show them, who's the real monster I want to see them suffer, by their own evil deeds.

I want to  to turn the tables...