Reflections

Meredith was on the elevator and she had no idea what she was going to say to her shrink. The last time she had seen Dr. Hershman she had so much she wanted to say and couldn't even get a fraction of it out. 

But as she got off the elevator she didn't know what she wanted to say. She assumed her shrink would ask her about her 'honeymoon.' She wasn't sure what she wanted to mention about that either.

And she hadn't been doing much reflection at all. She kept following the flow and doing what she felt like but putting off the reflection part of it all. Meredith sighed as she checked in then sat down and looked at the random magazines neatly arranged on the table in front of her. 

She wished her life was that neat and organized. Brayden's was. He had nearly everything scheduled into each day of the week and even hour. Yet somehow he diverted for her. Meredith tilted her head as she thought about that.